Euphonious Memories {H.S}

19.*

Present day (2018)

I'm sitting on my sofa in my apartment crying my eyes out with tears of sadness and happiness.

That song gave me so many emotional memories. Both good and bad.

I remember the feeling of the first kiss between me and Harry. It was indescribable. It felt real.

I have no clue what I should do. Harry definitely wrote that song about me, I'm sure of it. Carolina made me so happy. It was such an upbeat song and just made me feel like dancing and crying at the same time.

It's not supposed to be a sad song, at least not to everyone else. For me it was sad for many reasons.

Harry wants me back.

I knew that already because he already calls me all the time. I never answer. I can't bring myself to answer, not after what he did.

I guess he thought since I wouldn't answer his calls then he could tell me through his music what he wanted to say.

I don't know why he thinks that I will suddenly forgive him. He never changed. He is and always will be the green eyed jerk from my literary writing class my freshman year in college.

I click on another song and carefully listen to the words.

Open up your eyes shut your mouth and see, that I'm still the only one who's been on love with me...