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As we walk into the arena I get extremely claustrophobic when all the people start to push me around to get to their spots.

At some point, I get separated from Raine and Gemma.

I am in a crowd of millions of teenagers and young girls that have posters with Harry's face on them in their hands.

"Gemma!" I scream as loud as I can over the voices. "Raine?!"

A few minutes later, I hear Gemma calling my name from behind me.

"Skyler! We are back here!" She says and I smile when I see their familiar faces.

"Okay, just stick with us, so we can make it to our spots together." Raine says.

"What seats are we at?" I ask, but yell it so they can hear.

"We are in the section next to the pit in the first row." Gemma tells us as she leads the way.

We finally make our way through the wild crowd and get in our seats.

"Oh My God! Are these people crazy?" Raine asks as she looks around at the people. "All of this just for Harry? He must feel special." She snorts.

We wait for what seems like forever for Harry to come. They were playing music on the speakers while we waited, and all three of us sang along.

Suddenly the lights in the arena start to blink, and then the lights go completely out and it is pitch black dark.

People all around us turn their flashlights on their phones on and hold them up in the air.

"Here we go." Gemma says to me as the stage lights turn on.

I hear the intro of only angel start to play, and as it gets louder and louder the whole crowd is left eager.

And then the beat drops, as Harry runs out on stage.

Girls start screaming and going completely crazy as they see him for the first time on the stage.

He runs out onto the stage with more energy in him than I had ever seen since I met him.

He starts running to different parts of the stage and jumping all around.

This is a new Harry, one that I have never seen before, but I kinda like it.

He comes up to the mic and begins singing.

"Open up your eyes shut your mouth and see that I'm still the only one who's been in love with me."

I begin to sing along, as I know all of the words from the trip in the car on the way here.

Harry is literally like ten feet away from me and I am in the front row.

If there is any possible way that he doesn't spot me, that would be great. I feel like it would just distract him if he just randomly saw me at his show with no warning.

A few years back, when I saw Harry and that girl in the bed together, I swore that I would never forgive him. However, my life without him so far is not a life at all.

I look up at him and start to dance around like Gemma and Raine are.

As the song ends Harry stops and puts the mic back on the stand.

He walks up to it and begins to talk.

"Hello. I'm Harry Styles, I would just like to thank you all for coming out to see me here tonight."

The crowd goes crazy just for his thank you.

More music starts playing and I recognize the song as sign of the times.

The crowd started to sing along with Harry, and I see the flashlights on their phones start swaying back and forth.

As Harry finishes up the song he looks down at the crowd and sees Gemma.

She waves at him and he smiles and winks at her showing his dimpled grin.

He sees Raine and lightly smiles at her too.

Then he looks around them as if he is looking for their other guest which Gemma said that he assumed was a boyfriend.

I laugh at him as he continues looking for a guy that came with them.

His eyes scan the crowd as he continues singing.

Then he sees me.

He makes eye contact with me and his eyes go wide.

I can tell that he is clearly surprised. He is still staring at me and then his words get all jumbled up.

"We don't talk enough, when will we learn." He sings and then realizes that he sang the wrong lyrics.

He makes a whoops face and slightly backs away from the mic and lets out a soft chuckle.

He looks back at me, smiles, and waves at me.

I wave back laughing and he looks happier now that he knows I am here.

The song finishes up and he turns around to tell the band behind him something.

They listen to what he says and one of them that is holding a guitar looks into the crowd like he is looking for someone.

Harry turns back around with a smile on his face then grabs the mic.

"Okay! Who's having a good time?" He yells and the audience goes wild screaming and jumping around. "Good, I'm glad. Now, I have recently found out that someone really special is in the crowd tonight." He says smiling and looking at me. "I haven't seen this person in a while, and I'm just so thankful that they were able to make it here tonight, so I would like to dedicate this next song to them. You know who you are." He says and music starts to play.

He starts singing into the mic again, but this time he is looking directly at me and right into my eyes.

"She's got a family in Carolina, so far away, but she says I remind her of home. Feeling oh so far from home."

The whole time he keeps his eyes on mine and never loses contact. When I start singing along with him, his eyes light up and he smirks once again as he sings.

When the song ends and Harry starts to crack cheesy jokes, Gemma nudges me and smiles.

"Oh. My. God!" She says and I laugh. "That was so cute."

Harry plays some more songs from his album and then another song starts, but it is one that I know isn't on his album.

"Don't know where your laying, just know it's not with me. Don't know what I'd tell you if I passed you on the street. I don't want your sympathy, but you don't know what you do to be oh Anna!"

The song is really good, but I don't know who it is about. In the back of my mind I wonder if Harry has a girlfriend named Anna.

The thought makes me want to puke everywhere, but honestly I am convinced that it just might be true.

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