april 8
"changmin help"
"yes jisung?"
"i think i like someone"
"oh? who might that be?"
mind you i'm usually supportive
with this kind of stuff because
i don't want them to feel as though
they're in the wrong for liking a
specific person.
i would know how that shit feels
and it sucks ass.
"i don't want to say, but you know her"
"why don't you want to tell me?"
"i want to keep it secret before i
actually know if i like them or
not. is that okay with you?"
"of course take as much time as you need."
"you're actually the best. this is
why you're the most understanding
person i know. i love you lots."
"ha yea yea cheesy boy go
talk to jeongin, love you too"
"see ya at 3rd!!"
why is my heart pounding.
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i sat in my seat which is in
the back corner of the room.
i like to isolate myself from
all the bullshit this classroom
has to give.
it's 2nd right now, math.
this is such a shit classroom
with shitty people.
there's one person in here though
he keeps me sane from all the
ugly things that happen in the classroom.
of course it's the one and only
hwang hyunjin.
though he is shy, and introverted
he has is own set of friends in the
class.
so that means i stay by myself
in my corner, writing in this
journal for the entirety of this class.
doodles, words, poems, and just
plain scribbles just trying to rid
my mind of any thoughts about
him.
but also some poems have
jisung's name on it oops.
