song rec - doses & mimosas by cherub
warning: if you don't like mentions of
underage drinking or smoking this chapter
and song is not for you
the song isn't underage but has mentions
of use
july 20
chan and changmin sat on the
roof of chan's home talking about life
trying to forget by ranting to each other.
don't get me started love
i've had too much to drink
with a cig in between changmins
middle and index finger she breathes in
and huffs out as smoke passes her lips into
the cold air at 3:40am
chan has a six pack of beer and cracks
one open and starts to sip on it as he stares
at changmin as she gazed at the dark night
sky covered in stars with different patterns
each star having its unique group.
changmin traces what she saw into thin
air and smiled to herself as she felt at peace.
chan couldn't help but smile too, as he felt at
peace being in his bestfriends presence.
changmin suddenly looked at chan and
asked him.
"do you think hyunjin likes me"
chan chuckled in the slightest
almost sounding like a scoff
"you're more oblivious than him"
"HEY WHATS THAT SUPPOSED
TO MEAN"
she screamed and hit his chest
in a playful manner of course
"look i cant say everything, but i
know for sure there's a spark there
that the both of you are feeling"
a sigh left changmins mouth.
"i thought i liked jisung"
another puff of her cigarette
"i have poems and shit"
her head slams on the roof
as she lays down next to chan
"it's really gross"
she cracks open a beer
"but at the same time
hyunjin was introduced to me"
takes a sip
"man he was a hottie in my eyes"
chan eyes her
"he still is bud chill"
she laughs
had too much time to think
"and then the shit with me
and jisung happened"
so leave me alone oh oh
"hyunjin and i got closer"
"woah you used grammar"
