song rec - u r by taeyeon
july 28
the only one i need by kang changmin
round and round my head spins because the thoughts of you won't leave my goddamn mind.
you're stunning looks that almost make my eyes bulge out of my head,
you're gorgeous personality that gets me going every day like it's some sort of energizer that i need every single day or else i wont be the same.
the fact that you care about me like no one else did flatters me because it feels so weird in such a good way.
when it rained, and raindrops fell onto me you were always there to dry them up for me.
you were my extra candle that i didn't know i had when the power went out.
cause you are the light that fell on me.
you are like. a beautiful dream.
with seven rays, the whole world
is dyed beautifully, always
yeah you are.
you're the only person that helped me find light when no one else could.
you struggled along with me, but decided to keep it in because supposedly i was your main priority for some reason.
and i say for some reason cause i'm just some chick that you met suddenly
some chick that is always sad for no fucking reason
some chick that is always overwhelmed by everything around her
some chick that loves some dude for taking her in with no hesitation because she was hurting.
when i turn my head, at your smile
unknowingly, i reach my hand out.
sometimes when i talk to you i want to reach out my hand to your face and pull you closer so i can kiss you.
maybe the kiss would show my gratitude
maybe if i showed you how much i adored you through that very kiss you'd understand how much you mean to me.
When the rain that wets my windows stops,
Under the Rainbow, you must be waiting.
The stories I couldn't say,
All of the secrets I couldn't do,
I want to deliver it today
i've held secrets from you because i didn't want to get you hurt.
i didn't want you to worry more.
i didn't want you to get involved in things that would harm you mentally.
even though you deserve to know because of how close we are.
because of how much you've helped me and have gotten to know me.
you deserve to know those secrets but i'm afraid.
You are always beside me,
You are inside of my tender heart
you're my star and the only one i seem to need because so far you've played every role and i have no idea how to give back.
thank you for being the only one i need forever and always
- kang changmin
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i know this isn't poetic like i'm
sowwy
i'm also sowwy for not updating in a week
also please comment and react uwu jsndnd
this has been a rant from me because i'm extremely sad over me liking someone
