song rec - wake up by eden
july 11
cause we've been driving so long
i cant remember how we got here.
changmin and hyunjin are back at the mountain top where the incident all happened.
"i'm scared of this."
she breathed
"what if it happens. this used to be
our spot hyunjin. OUR S P O T. and it's like he ruined the moment."
"calm down."
"you're gonna cause a panic attack
changmin please calm down."
"i cant hyunjin"
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or how we survived out trying
to run from our pride.
changmins pov.
it's like changbin ruined our spot.
made everything bad.
what did i do to have him do that?
him yelling "stop being with him" makes so awfully confused.
i want to know.
so bad.
i love hyunjin with my whole heart.
and having him look like he's in so much pain after what happened.
hurts me more than the pain he put me through.
feeling six feet under
it's like seeing hyunjins mood be so fucking low made me wanna say
alexa this is so sad play despacito
y'know?
no but seriously
it broke my heart
but it's okay
we're gonna be okay
cause we're stronger than ever
and our bond won't be broken.
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but you'll feel better when you wake
up.
hyunjins pov.
i just sat there
watching her
break to pieces
over what happened where we were
and it hurts
cause i love her
but she doesn't love me
i wanted to protect her
and i didn't get the chance
he ruined it
and he'll pay
i swear
he deserves what he has coming
because he hurt M Y changmin
twice.
this is more than just a phase, love.
