january 27
i miss jeongin.
i feel so empty???
it's weird.
i hate it.
i feel more empty without jeongin
than how i feel without hyunjin.
maybe it's cause he's my bestfriend?
maybe it's cause i'm always with him.
maybe it's cause he didn't care about my problems.
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jisung's pov.
"jeongin!!"
"yes?"
"have you talked to changmin?"
"no.. why?"
"she needs you."
i was desperate to have us together again.
"i need you."
"y'all don't need shit."
lies.
"don't you dare lie to me
yang jeongin"
please.
"i know you need us just as
much as we need you."
"you understand what she's doing right
jisung"
"i know damn well what she's doing.
but guess what. we need to help her out
of it."
i swear.
"without us god knows what she's gonna do.
chan's gone and tired. i've been taking over."
"what do you mean chan's gone?"
"he's taking a break from her."
"he convinced me to look over her for a bit."
"it's hard huh?"
"of course it is. it's hard to see her
so broken."
"jeongin please."
" why?"
"she doesn't talk about hyunjin anymore.
not as much at least."
"then what does she talk about now?" she
"she misses you."
"oh."
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it's kinda bad but 🤷♀️
i tried sorry for the extreme delay lol
that's one explanation
don't worry changmin doesn't like jeongin lol
the next few chaps are either instagram fillers or flashbacks to when the friends come back
thank you for waiting babes
also gIve mE oPiniOns sHoulD i dO a jeongiN oR tHe bOyz bOok wHen i haVe time and when this book is over??
