september 23
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it feels like everything has collapsed
my entire world was in his hands.
but that's all gone.
he fucking hates me now
and i have no idea why.
maybe he doesn't hate me and i'm
overreacting.
but it seems that way cause all he does is
avoid the fuck outta me.
he's just with felix.
hell hes back to hanging out with
changbin and i feel betrayed.
after all changbin did while he was with
me ???
did that mean nothing?
hyunjin was able to forgive his
sorry ass like that?
anyway.
i miss him no matter what.
i feel like he's with changbin cause he's lonely.
but if he was lonely he'd be with seungmin
or jeongin.
jeongin and seungmin still
talk to me thank god.
they're there for moral support and have
always been there.
on the other hand.
chan is practically living with me
and i'm completely thankful.
he's been keeping me from doing the stupid
shit i want to do.
and i love him for that.
my parents are never home.
so it doesn't matter.
i just wanna be in his
arms.
and be okay again.
maybe chan won't suffer if i acted okay.
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i'm sorry this was a bad chapter.
i thought of ways i could end it!
it'll be happy 🤠
anyway my birthday is on wednesday expect a cute update.
i love you thank you for supporting my book!!
