august 19
fragile that's all i am right?
fucking pathetic your friends left you
again.
for crying out loud why are you so fucking
pathetic
you rely on everyone focus on yourself
you need help
"shut up"
loser
"please"
no one loves you
"lies LIES ONLY"
stop living
"no he cares"
no one cares
"I HAVE CHANNIE"
fakes
"no channie cares"
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changmin went back and forth with
her voice and herself
not wanting to believe the words she hears
she denies it all even though she believes it.
she denies it to make herself feel better.
she regrets posting the picture because
this started as soon as it uploaded.
her hands shake as she picks up her phone
and looks at instagram again.
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"channie can't see me like this"
she says as she tosses her phone.
"no not again"
she hears ringing
"I SAID NO"
she rocks herself on the floor
she hears knocks at her door and a muffled yell
"minnie open up please i want to help!"
she shakes her head and lets out a sob
"no channie"
"minnie please"
"no"
"i will break this door"
"don't fucking do it"
"then open it."
" i said no. you've seen me in a bad
state enough!"
"i don't care minnie"
"well i do!!"
"i'm coming in"
she hears the door rattle.
she yelps
"i told you i'd get in"
chan sits beside her and holds her as she sobs
"i'm sorry"
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i'm sorry
and i'll never stop saying it jsjdjd
i started highschool last week!!
kinda scared but it's okayyy
anyway i hope this wasn't bad
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