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AU

Sometimes life become frustrated. When u want something or say u get addicted and u didn't get it. How u feel? Frustrated. Same thing happened with me. I want something but I m not getting it. And this thing happening from last three days . I meant to say I m addicted to him. Especially his kisses. His soft lips kisses. But from last three days I m not getting anything. Last time we kissed was when my accident happened and we back to home. And from that time we had nothing except his good night forehead kisses. And I really misses his kisses and his touch. I thought if I will not ask still he willing to do it but no. He didn't move forward and stopped at forehead kisses. I m not complaining but I really missed this. Last time I plead when he give in or else. 

U got nothing.

My inner voice teased me  and I rolled my eyes.

Randhir: Muffin ?

I heard his raspy voice. I raised my lashes and looked at my front. He was sitting with laptop and looking at me with worried grey eyes. 

I: Yes?

Randhir: U okay ?

I swallowed and nodded frantically. He narrowed his eyes and got up from his seat. 

U r so dead.

He walked up to me and the bed side dipped. He looked concerned and worried.

Randhir: I don't find it u r ok cause when Mary came u didn't respond.

My eyes popped out. Mary came? How did I not notice. 

I: Wh-when?

He slipped more to my side.

Randhir: Few minutes back. U seems lost.

I swallowed hard.

Now tell him ur burning desire for him. 

My inner voice sing inside my head. I rolled my eyes and start running my mind for any excuse.

I: Why she came ?

He tilt his head in confusion. He keenly watched me.

I: Randhir?

Randhir: Nothing she bring ur food.

I turned to nightstand and see a tray filled with spaghetti and orange juice.

I: Ohh..

I heard his light chuckled and spin my head towards him. He was sheepishly smiling.

Randhir: Have ur food then I will give u massage.

My eyes jumped out it's sockets. He will massage my foot today. I shake my head in negative vigorously.

I: No. No. Mary will do.

Randhir: As I said na I will do. Now open ur mouth.  

He put the fork in front of me. I stared at him blankly. 

Randhir: Sany-

I open my mouth and he put into my mouth. I slowly start chewing and stared at him blankly where he just focused on making me eat. 

He made me to empty my plate. He took the plate and put on the night side. He walked into bathroom and my heart speed up of the thought of him massaging my feet. I looked at the side of bathroom and knob twisted. He appeared with massage oil. The burning sensation start lighting up in my body. He walked toward me with smile. Bed dipped at the end of my feet. My lips get dry. He lift my leg and I squealed. He worriedly looked at me.

Randhir: It pained ?

I shook my head in no.

 Randhir: Then ?