Shoot or Die. (August Alsina)

Heavy

Walkin' through the club

bitches show me love

Niggas hating so I mug, you,

you know wassup (shit is getting heavy)

Walking through the club,

goose up in my cup

Niggas hating so I'm up,

this shit I can't be touched (shit is getting heavy)

J Pov

Cj honestly loves august , he was actually hand in hand with august at Chuck E .Cheese , i think it's because he finally has a man figure in life. He know's august isn't his dad but he loves the fact that august is there for him like a father should be.

Him and august were playing a zombie game and i went to go get pizza and a table for us. I saw a familiar face and tried to stay away from it . Nope can't be . I hope he doesn't see me , well he shouldn't care if im here with august and MY son , he walked out on us.

"SASAUGE PIZZA FOR J WITH 2 SPRITE'S AND A ORANGE JUICE!" the lady screamed , i walked up to grab my things i turned around , we made eye contact

There I saw my ex boyfriend , the one that abused me , helped me make Cj but walked out , the one that cheated , when i saw him all the flashbacks came back to me i was mad..

FLASHBACK 1~~

I walked inside from coming to the store , i could hardly walk. Ricky has been hitting on me . I want to leave but i love him. Well i think I do .He wasn't home the usual so i sat on the couch instead of making dinner.

About 20 minutes later he comes inside high and drunk. "Hey J" he says giving me a sloppy kiss. I didn't kiss back which made him mad. "KISS ME BACK!" he screamed at me , we kissed again , still didn't kiss him back. He slapped me and i fell to the ground. "Where's my dinner ?!" he screamed . i couldn't talk. I'm use to him hitting on me but tonight i felt like something worse was going to happen tonight. 

"J I KNOW YOU HEAR ME!" i just layed there .. He walked over there and kicked me , right in my stomach. He pulled my hair and slung me down the stairs . I silently cried , When I was younger i always thought every girl was a princess and would be treated with respect and care. But then i finally woke up from that imagination , There's a prince charming out there for me , just not him , i never would've thought ill be in the position im in today. Curled up in a ball wishing I was dead .

FLASHBACK 2~~

I sat there on the side of the tub , waiting on the test to show my results. When it beeped i saw a positive sign (+) . Im pregnant. I was nervous to tell Ricky , i honestly don't know how he'll respond. I was making dinner and he came in and kissed my cheek. "hey" i said shaking. He sat on the counter watching me cook . "What's this in your back pocket?" and he grabbed the test. "You pregnant?" he said inbetween his teeth. I just shook my head . He went upstairs and i heard stuff breaking

"GET OUT! I DON'T WANT NO BABY WITH YOU! GIRL I WRAPPED IT UP SO THAT BABY AINT MINE! GET OUT YOU WHORE ! WHAT TF ARE LOOKING AT GO PACK YOUR SHIT AND GET OUT!" i just stood there shocked .. "YOU DON'T KNOW HOW TO MOVE?" he grabbed my arm and drug me up the stairs throwing me to the grown where my clothes where. "Where am i suppose to go?" i asked on the verge of tears. "Go the nigga house that helped u make that baby." i shook my head and packed my things.

FLASHBACK3~~

I was still pregnant , but i came back .. i honestly don't know why. I just felt like i needed somebody. I walked inside the house to hear moanns , "AH RICKY , RIGHT THERE." I didn't cry , i didn't do anything. I walked upstairs inside the room . "I knocked , "Is everyone decent" i giggled and shook my head "I grabbed my clothes and put them inside suitcases. "Bye Ricky , just know with or wihtout you im keeping this baby" and i walked out TRYING to keep my cool "3.2.1"

"BABY , YOU GOT A BABY ON THE WAY AND U TRYNNA FUCK UH UH BEW BEW BYE NIGGA." i laughed walked outside and shook my head , i have no where to go..

FLASHBACKS OVER

"What the hell do you want?" i say looking at Ricky. He smiled and looked me up and down "You got rid of that baby cause u look good?" i threw my sprite on him and walked away. "AND NO I DIDN'T" i walked away and called august so they can come eat.

August Pov

"Hello .. yeah we coming" i picked up CJ "you ready to eat?" he smiled and screamed yes. We walked over there and i see some dude all over J . "mommy!" cj ran to her. She smiled and picked him up , "Hi baby" and she kissed his cheek I walked over there and the dude eyed me funny.

"August , sadly .. this is my ex boyfriend , Ricky." Ricky smirked at me i just sat there. That dude gay nah or something. i chuckled to myself and started playing a game on my phone. "August , can u watch CJ while i talk to him please?" i smiled "fasho,"

J Pov

"Why the hell do you care all of sudden? . You walked out now let me be happy . Don't call me or text me , nothing." he laughed "J that my child in there too!' he said raising his voice. "Nigga please , you weren't there at all. What grade he in then?" he rubbed the back of his head "Kindergarden ?" i laughed "bye." i shook my head and walked back in kindergarden really?

"Mommy who was that?" cj asked me , "Nobody baby ," i told cj "just eat up " he smiled and kept eating. August texted my phone even though i was right across from him.

TallNiggaA- wanna talk about it later ? he said with the straight face emoji.

I smiled knowing that he cared.

ShawtyJ- OK, and thanks for always being there for me Aug. i added a kissy face and a heart

TallNiggaA- I Gotchu. he texted adding the smirking emoji

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'Mommy i'm sleepy." Cj said , i walked him upstairs and laid him in his bed , "Take a nap I'll check on you later" i kissed his cheek and slowly closed the door."

I plopped on the couch by August .

***

"Wow , all of that happened ?" he asked shocked I shook my head..

August Pov

I think im ready to confess to her how I feel.

"J , honestly im in Lo-" my phone rang it was the Trap House. i walked to the kitchen and answered the phone

"Nigga , what do you want?" i asked madly , "Sir , i think we know who killed your mom and your brother , they're going after you nieces next.." i stood there shocked "Im on my way smarts" he's being smart for once.

I told J what just happened on the phone and she wasn't mad i promised i'd call her when I leave the traphouse . I gave her a hug and told her to tell CJ goodnight lil man , and i walked out

?? Pov

"Sir , They're onto us. " I tell my boss Mr.Ricky

"I want his family gone .. and him too.