Shoot or Die. (August Alsina)

Birthday Sex.

(AN: if I made a Chris brown or Trey Songz story ... who would read it? I'm just wondering . And if so I'm going to need a name for the main character & some for that characters friends .. so y'all can comment at y'alls own risk your name and which story Trey Or Chris..)

First I'm gonna take a dive into the water

Deep until I know I please that body,body, (aooh)

Or girl without a broom I might just sweep you off

your feet and make you wanna tell somebody,

somebody, (how I do)

Or maybe we can float on top my water bed (bed)

You close your eyes as I improve between your legs (your legs)

We work our way from kitchen stoves and tables

Girl you know I'm more than able to please... Yea

You say you wanted flowers on the bed...

But you got me and hours on the bed...

J Pov

Ahh . It's been a few weeks after CJ's passing . I'm trying to get through life without him but it's hard . Since the tattoo's I felt like I have him with me at all times . But this'll be my first birthday without CJ . I'm officially 22 years old . I told Ricky about CJ passing .. all we did was argue . Just like old times .

--FLASHBACK--

"Ricky , CJ passed a few days ago." I said while gripping on to my purse I felt like be was about to start lunging at me and just hitting me for no reason

"I know .. It was your fault you whore! You killed my son! How could you?!" he said screaming across the room . August doesn't even know I'm here . He would freak out .

"I KILLED HIM? NO I DIDN'T HOW YOU COULD YOU SAY THAT?"

I slammed my purse down on his desk.

"You know how much I love my son I wouldn't even want a scratch on him . So why the hell would I do anything like to him MY son , he's not even yours , if he was yours you would've been there to help raise him!" Moments later Ricky had me backed up in a corner

"I told you I didn't even want no damn kid in the first place . " he said punching the wall near my head .

I didn't want to show any sign of fear.

"Y'know i don't have time for this . " I grabbed my purse and slammed the door behind me . August doesn't know that I came .. I don't want him to know but then again. I have to tell him . Me and August promised no lies between each other ... how did Ricky know that CJ had passed ? I didn't tell him anything ..

--FLASHBACK OVER--

I woke up not seeing August . I thought he was downstairs so I payed no mind. But then the girls haven't came running in saying good morning either ...

I checked my phone . No messages . No missed calls . I got worried . I ran through the whole house screaming their names . August's car was here but he wasn't . I knew August didn't trust Dwayne with the kids so they won't be there . I called Lloyd to see if he knew anything .

"OMG ! hey lloyd , listen I'm freak-" he cut me off by laughing

"Well happy birthday to you too J , and don't worry the kids are with me . August has something planned for you today . " I sighed and sat down on the edge of the bed

"Well .. i don't know what to do there isn't any entertainment ." I said while nibbling on some dry cereal.

"Yes there is . Through out the whole house you have notes . Some will lead you to different places and you'll find notes there . Listen just follow the notes and do what they tell you." he said chuckling .