So I'ma keep on drinking cause I luv this shit
And Ima keep on smoking cause I luv this shit
And I'ma keep on grinding cause I luv this shit
She tell me keep fucking cause she luv this shit
August Pov
J found the note , I honestly don't understand why she's mad . It clearly says it drugged me ! the bitch drugged me !
"Baby!" I said running up the stairs "I honestly don't know why you mad. It clearly say she drugged me I couldn't help it if they drugged me , I went along with it because I thought it was you"
she shook her head. I sat her down on the bed and stooped on my knees holding her hand , looking right into her eyes. "Baby , I would never do this to you . You should know this , I brought you into my home not Tracey , I fired her anyway . She's old news . Your the only girl that has my heart." she smiled and hugged me tight . "don't ever scare me like that again. "
I smiled , "now get some sleep we have a big day tomorrow . " She smiled "not me , you. Mr . August Alsina nominated for 4 awards. I'm so proud of you" she smiled at me . I gave her a kiss on the cheek and went to the kids room checking on them
"UNCLE AUG!" kaykay screamed . She ran into my arms and hugged me tight. "I missed you" she whispered in my ear . I kissed her cheek and tickled her stomach "It was one night kaykay. But i missed you too. " I kissed her nose and she hopped back into bed . "you gotta big day tomorrow uncle aug , we'll be watching you and auntie J on tv tomorrow ! " I chuckled "yea ,now get some sleep " she smiled "goodnight uncle aug" and I walked out .
***BET AWARDS.
"And we are here LIVE from Los Angeles here with the up coming artist Mr.August Alsina! Tell us , 1year ago what were you thinking"
I gripped the mic and fixed my sunglasses "1 year ago I was here , nobody wanted to interview me or even talk to me , I made a promise to myself that it wouldn't be like that next year , and now it's totally different" Adrienne nodded her head "Now I'm sure everyone is wondering , is there a special lady?" just when she asked me that J came walking towards me "actually yes. Her name's J " she was absolutely stunning . A dress that fit her so perfectly , hair flowing in the wind, just beautiful .
"Is this the lucky lady?" Adrienne asked me . I grabbed J waist and pulled her close "yea , this is the lucky lady , she been there through it all for me." Adrienne smiled "And Mrs.J how does it feel to be dating August?" She smiled and held my hand "Dating August is amazing , he's a sweetheart , him and his nieces relationship warms my heart , and seeing my son look up to August as a father figure brings joy to mine and his heart so if my sons happy I'm happy."
I honestly never knew CJ looked up to me as a father figure . I was shocked when she said that. "Well you too are the couple of the night if you ask me but , August all 4 nominations and your performing , a night to remember ? " I smiled and looked at J "definitely"
***
"AND THE WINNER FOR NEW BEST UPCOMING ARTIST IS ..... AUGUST ALSINA!!!"
they called my name I honestly sat still , I couldn't move , J grabbed my hand and helped me up , I brought her up to the stage with me she was shocked . I started to cry and she just hugged me , "Y'know , i'd like to thank God . He's been right there with me through this whole struggle. I'm just a yungin from New Orleans . Shoutout to my hometown . Mama I miss you so much " I got choked up and started crying again "My brother I miss you , my nieces I love you girls Kay Kay Chay and Mya y'all are my life , and last but not least my new girlfriend and her son CJ and J. You guys have also helped me through everything ." the crowd cheered "Thank you" I grabbed J hands and the award and we walked behind stage
"Wow. people are quick to talk on twitter" J said . She showed me a pic of fans talking about how she look. It's crazy. "Ignore it ." I said taking her phone and putting it in my pocket . My phone vibrated from a text from LLoyd "Good job on your first reward 3 more to goo!" and it was a picture of my nieces and CJ with the tv paused on me while giving my speech . "thanks for watching them for us lloyd , tellem I love em"
***
"COCA COLA VIEWERS CHOICE AWARD GOES TO .... AUGUST ALSINAAAAAAAA" I kissed J and walked towards the stage "Im not gonna cry this time . I heard BET cut me off let me finish what I got to say . I grind hustle and pray all day to do what I love and help my family . I truly blessed to be here on stage with 2 bet awards , and waaayyy more to come . Thank you! My fans I love you guys I wouldn't be here without you guys.!" I walked off
***
"UNCLE AUG YOU DID AMAZING TONIGHT !!" my nieces and CJ screamed through the phone. I smiled and opened the car door for J "Thank you guys , do y'all wanna stay at Uncle lloyd house or come back?" there was silence "We wanna stay with uncle lloyd until tomorrow ." Chay said "alright me or Auntie J will be there to get y'all tomorrow " they all laughed and ran off "well they ran " lloyd said "I'm proud of you lil bro keep on hustlin , keep grindin , you see where it's gettin you huh" I smiled "yea , and thanks for watching the kids "
"anytime" and we hung up.
"Well the kids want to stay at lloyd tonight " I said rubbing J thigh . she smiled "don't start something you can't finish" she smiled smirking "Oh your the one that can't take the D babe." she laughed " Or maybe we can just take a shower then I'll give you a massage ?" i had a straight face "no sex?" she laughed "no sex , I just want you to relax tonight so I'm giving you a massage . " she told me "to be honest as long as your there I'm happy babe" she smiled and kissed my cheek "you'll enjoy it " and she walked out the car into the house
***
While she was massaging me I was laying on my chest . She hopped onto my back and started kissin my neck "Babe you said no sex though" I laughed "maybe I lied" she kept rubbing and massaging my back and my neck . "You want me august? " she whispered into my ear. I mean I have to get some kind of award for winning these awards . "maybe" I said to her . She smiled "well , I want you" she whispered . I grabbed her and layed her on the bed . I layed between her legs and started kissing her neck . I grabbed her arms and put them above her head , "You know I'll always want you." I smiled and started kissing her passionately
Ricky Pov
Look at them on the BET Awards , look at J . I laid back from hurting his family because I don't want them to suspect that I know they're in Georgia. Well I'll lay back for a few months maybe years , you don't want it to happen constantly so , you'll be seeing me around more .
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Shoot or Die. (August Alsina)
Fanfiction"Relationship advice?" I smiled , "You do remember im a thug? We married to the game bruh" i said taking another hit from the blunt. "Nah for real , Pick her up and pretend you're going to throw her in a pool. She'll scream but will love it. Hold he...
