Shoot or Die. (August Alsina)

Simply Amazing.

See I'm a man, that don't believe in much

But I'll be damned if I don't believe in us

Like when I said I loved you for the first time

And the tears dropped from your eyes

Girl, don't you ever change

Cause she ain't perfect, but she's worth it

Every breath I breathe for the life of me

And I know I might not deserve it

But she loves me, and it's simply amazing

Simply amazing , simply amazing

J Pov

I want to stop all this apologizing .. Maybe if August wouldn't fuck up so much we won't hear a lot of apologies . I tried to get out of the bed but August made his grip tighter around my waist. "don't go" he said snuggling his head into my neck . I smiled "I have to pee august. " he groaned and let go of me .

I walked to the bathroom in nothing but panties and his shirt . Smelled like his cologne . I did my business and washed my hands . I started to brush my teeth & wash my face since I was already in the bathroom . I looked at myself in the mirror and smiled "You are hella gorgeous" I told myself .

I put some sweatpants on and walked into the kids room to check on then . They all were sound asleep . KayKay had little snores like August . I left then girls room and went to check on CJ . He was snuggling up to a pillow and slobbering . I chuckled and closed his door quietly .

I started breakfast . Pancakes , sausage , eggs , toast , and whatever they want to drink . I bent over to grab the eggs out of the refrigerator and felt something rub against me

August Pov

GAHHHH DAMN.

"oh , excuusseeeee me , just trying to past by" I said while not even moving. She grabbed the eggs and turned astound and gave me a kiss. "Goodmorning Baby " I sat down at the island in our kitchen and was admiring her body . Her curves , her smile , how beautiful she was when she woke. I was in a daze until she threw bacon at me .

"babe." she said I got out my daze and saw her standing on the counter trying to reach the plates . "can you help me please August " I chuckled to myself . I grabbed her and brought her down while I reached for the plates without any hesitation .

She grabbed them from me "...show off" she said playfully rolling eyes . "Can you wake the kids while I get there plates ready , please ?" I got up and jogged up the stairs . "CJ ... CJ wake up buddy time to eat " when he heard that he ran downstairs

Now it's time to see my angels .. My girls .

"Girls , I said shaking them" they rubbed their eyes and yawned "what is it uncle aug?" Chay asked "are y'all hungry or naw?" I said cheerfully . "They all smiled and ran downstairs. "My girls.." I said whispering to myself

J Pov

"Auntie J , can we do girl stuff today ?" KayKay asked me . I smiled "You guys know we can't leave CJ out " I said biting into bacon "nah it's okay , I'm off today , I can do guy stuff with CJ " August pitched in . CJ dapped August and smiled , which made me smile . I'm so happy that August has came into my life .

**MALL

"you girls like this ?" I said pointing to some outfit . "yesss!" they said screaming to find they're size . We walked to the cash register and I saw Dwayne "Your total will be 46.75 , oh hey J" he said smiling . I waved and smiled "Hey Dwayne."

Dwayne Pov

"Mr Mckell it's your break now " my boss said "well nice seeing you again J " she smiled "you too Dwayne ."

I went to the back room and grabbed my phone . I had to call my ACTUAL boss .. Mr.Ricky . he hired me to be his undercover person to spy on J , I can't do it anymore , I'm actually falling for her.

"Hey Boss , listen I can't go this job anymore" I said into the speaker . There was a moment of silence . "Dwayne , do you love your life ?" he said

"yes sir " I said unsure of where this conversation was going "if you love it enough you will keep doing that job " and he hung up .. what did I get myself into?

August Pov

" UNCLE AUG AUNTIE J BOUGHT US NEW CLOTHES!" Mya said while running to me jumping into my lap. "Where's CJ?" J asked me . I shook my head "no kiss or nothing no hey how you doing? " I started to fake cry . All my nieces came and hugged me "Hahah ," she said . She came and kissed my cheek. "Thank you" i smiled "He's in his room asleep." i added .

"Ya'll hungry?" i asked them "Yes sir " they all told me . I started making them some crawfish etouffee. Mama taught me how to throw it down in the kitchen .

I still remember , when me and CJ went out to get some outfits and a few pair of jordans . He was excited . I had fun with him . He had grabbed my leg and said "I love you dad." I was shocked , don't call me pussy but i cried . I'm human . I had picked him up and hugged him tight and said "I Love you to son"

***THAT NIGHT

I laid in the bed beside J and pulled her into my lap. I took her phone away from her and locked it. "Hey! i was playing a game." i smiled "I have to talk to you . It's serious." Her face expression changed "Your breaking up with me? Why . What did I do? Fine . Me and CJ will be on our way" She tried getting up . "I'm not breaking up with your crazy ass." she sighed "Whew good" she kissed me "Well what is it?" She asked me . I patted her leg while trying to get my words out . "uh , CJ. " I looked up at her with tears in my eyes "CJ , called me Dad today" i said adding a smile . She wiped my tears and hugged me tight . "I love you August , me and CJ do. Thanks for being a great father figure to him. " she said wiping her tears "Nah , not father figure .. Father. Thanks for being a mother figure to my nieces" I hugged her. I let her get off out me and i turned out the light. I cuddled up to my beautiful girlfriend and went to sleep

Rick Pov

"YOUR NOT QUITTING ON ME DWAYNE!" i screamed at the top of my lungs "WHAT'S IN IT FOR ME RICKY , IM SPYING ON A GIRL THAT YOU WANT BACK! YOU KILLED AUGUST FAMILY BECAUSE HE TOOK YOUR GIRL! MAYBE IF YOU DIDN'T DO HER WRONG AND TREAT HER LIKE AUGUST IS MAYBE YOU'LL STILL HAVE HER AND YOU'LL BE THE FATHER FIGURE TO CJ!" and he stormed out. I just want my girl back to be honest.