I made "Jay" be K Michelle , idk why but I like her as her . but anyway! I see yall are like the story and I'm sooo sorry I can't update as much , summer volleyball is kicking my butt ! but anyway , I'll try to update as much as I can , leave as much feedback as possible , oh and that last chapter ? that was only the beginning , this story is gonna get wayyyy better , trust.
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August P.O.VWe're done.
I don't know how to reply so I didn't , were not done , I'm not giving up on us that easy.
I'm fuckin' up. The woman I love the most is at home watching MY nieces .
How did she find out?
Why would I do this in the first place?
I'm suppose to be going home tomorrow and I really don't know what to say to her . This girl I'm here with now ? She was just giving me head , the least I could do was take her out and I guess TMZ completely changed the story.
All I would do is face fuck ha' , that's it . I never put Mr.Classy inside of her , at least I didn't do that. That counts .. right?
"aye , shit , what's your name again?" I scrunched up my eyebrows while looking at her
"Chyna." she said while fixing her hair "You mean to tell me I've been giving you head and seeing you for all this time and you don't know my name ? wow"
"Yes ." I said while giving her a blank stare. "And again , you only gave me head , we did nothing else . Taking you to the beach was like a 'Thank you but your lips and throat won't be needed anymore' atleast I was being nice"
I placed my bottom row of gold in my mouth and fixed my hair , since I got a late flight I'll be there early in the morning .
This girl really thought we had something going on? Nope. I feel really bad bout what I did to jay . To be honest I'm not letting her get away from me that easy .Yea I was wrong ! I admit it , but imma do any and everything I can to get this right . I need her in my life , believe this shit or not , that's my love , my life , I want her to be my wife . But I need to fix all this little boy shit that I just did
I'll man up and tell her , she doesn't know I'm coming home tomorrow , if I told her I was coming home that'll give her time to pack her and the girls things and leave , which I'm not about to let happen .
"Wait Aug ? No goodbye kiss ?" she asked while leaning on the door frame .
"Bihhhh." I chuckled and looked at her over my shoulder . "Thanks for the head though , you not better than jay but it'll do."
and I closed the door while heading out to get to my flight.Jay P.O.V
"Okay girls ! In our night gowns and off to sleep! Are all of y'alls hair wrapped ? " they nodded"Brushed yall teeth ?" they nodded
"Can we FaceTime Uncle Aug and tell him goodnight ?" Chay asked .
I didn't want to call him at all to be honest but if the girls want to , that's fine .
"Yea , hand me my iPad ."I facetimed his phone and watched the words hoping they wouldn't say 'connecting' but sadly after a few rings it said connecting .
"Wassam baybeh." oh that accent will me you wet in second .
No! jay your mad at him , stand your ground
"Anyway, the girls wanted to say
goodnight." I turned the iPad to them and let them have a conversation.After a few minutes they were done
"Lemme talk to Jay , Goodnight loves" he blew kisses at them and they all giggled"Alright girls in your beds all be in there in a few" they all kissed my cheek and ran out while closing the door
I turned to the camera
"Have you lost your gah' damn mind ?" I asked through gritted teeth"Bayb-" I cut him off
"No shut up. I'm talking . Im here worried sick about you , watching after YOUR nieces , and your out there fucking with some hoe that ain't worth shit?" I shook my head while chuckling
".. uh , can I talk ? you told me to shut up so I -"
"Stop making excuses and tell me what happened between you two and why'd you do it" I had tears stinging my eyes wanting to just pour . August was all I had , I have 0 friends , I gave him my whole life .
"Baby girl listen to me . I love you okay ? I didn't have sex with her or anything . Did she give me head ? yes . Did I give her head or Mr.Classy ? no. I wouldn't do that. Your watching my nieces , I love you . And I mean it . "
he looked up at his surroundings and continued .
"Baby girl I know I fucked up . Let me explain all to you face to face , I'm about to get a flight , I have a meeting with the record label . Whenever I can see you I will explain all this , I know you won't take me back as easily , but I'm not going to stop .My flight is getting called , I love you , goodnight baybeh."
I had tears everywhere by now .
"I love you too Auggie." I hung upAm I crazy because I said it back? I mean I do love him but , I wanna chop his dick off because of what he did , im having mixed emotions .
I cleaned myself up then headed to the girls room, I heard all of them giggling .
"Yall bet not still be awake." I said while creeping inside the room"Act like your sleeping!" Kay said
I kissed them all on their cheeks and quietly closed the door .I sat in bed thinking how this is going to go . Why would he do this ? Why me ? I was thinking so much I ended up falling asleep .
August POV
I was in the kitchen making breakfast. I heard footsteps and I was lowkey scared to turn around . Then there she was looking gorgeous wearing a messy bun , my t-shirt , and her black laced panties. My shirt covered it I saw it when she turned to fix the thermostat .
"You have a lot of nerve coming here thinking everything is fine"
"I'm going to make this right , weather you like it or not"
"Why'd you do it ?"
"I just needed some head I guess , she was there , and did the job ."
"What about those times I'll text you and you weren't responding?"
"I was working then , I only took her out to the beach because she felt I needed to return her favor , i wasn't going to give her head so , her next option was the beach"
"You do know I'm never giving you head again right ?"I dropped the spatula
"really ? you give the best though!"
"Should've thought about that . And I'm not kissing you or hugging you until I felt you earned my trust back."
she took a piece of bacon
"I'll get the girls , and goodmorning"
This is going to be harder than I thought .
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Shoot or Die. (August Alsina)
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