Cause I knew one day that life would get better
Finally made a way so now it's all better
Cause I knew one day that life would get better
Finally made a way so now it's all better.
August Pov
Ahh , Georgia. With my beautiful nieces & J and CJ. I honestly don't know when I want was us official , I WANT us official now , but I feel like she's not ready .
ANYWAY , the house is beautiful . 8 bedroom , 10 bathroom , pool , man cave , theatre , studio , and a basketball court. I always told myself by 21 I wanted a range rover , even better because i bought it with legal money. I'm honestly really blessed .
Last night was our first night here in the new house .. so peaceful . except for the fact all 4 of the kids were so excited they didn't want to sleep. So , it took J and I to calm them down . Which was a loooonnngg time!
"KIDS ... AUGUST BREAKFAST'S READY" J screamed , Instead of her working she decided to stay home and watch the kids from now on. She's amazing with kids .
"FOOOD!" The kids screamed running down the stairs with me walking behind them , I had on basketball short and my nike socks and slides .. no shirt . I'm at home , I have to be comfortable . "August you forgot your shirt ." J said while putting my plate full of food down in front of me. I smiled "Nah , I'm at home I'm suppose to be comfortable" she smiled and kissed all the kids on the foreheads . "Girls , when y'all are done tell me so I can start on y'all's hair ok?" they smiled and shook there heads while stuffing there faces .
"Mrs . J , what are you to us?" Mya asked , she looked at me and looked at them "A friend of your uncles " and they smiled. Friend . I hate that words when your describing us to. "RING RING" I got a phone call and walked outside.
"Hello"
"Hello is this Mr.August Alsina?"
I sat on the bench
"yes who am I speaking too?"
"Hi this is NOLA hospital calling to let you know that ..."
J Pov
I walked downstairs to check on the kids , "Y'all good?" I asked them. They pointed outside and there I saw August crying . "stay here." I walked out to check on him and see what's up. "Hey , what's wrong?" I said sitting beside him. He looked up eyes full of tears and he couldn't speak.
"T-t-t... The kids , the kids mom died , got shot. I don't know what the fck I did to deserve this shit. I'm so done , I'm all those girls have left now , I'm 21 I don't know how to raise 3 girls , it broke my heart to tell them there dad but there mom , there mom was everything to them . " he layed his head on my shoulder and just cried . "August your not in this alone I'm here with you i'll help you with raising the girls.." I slightly said trying to make him feel better , We stayed out there for almost a hour.
KayKay Pov
"CJ , give me the remote back please " I smiled when he handed me the remote and we watched spongebob . I was wondering what was taking Mrs.J and Uncle Aug so long outside. I went outside , "Mrs . J .. are you still doing our hair ?" I said politely . She wiped tears from her eyes and smiled "yea I'm coming , give me and your uncle a minute ok?" I nodded my head and walked inside . "guys! uncle Aug and mrs J are cying" all the other kids and I gasped . "why tho?" CJ asked . "I don't know , we have to act like we don't know that we say them crying ok guys" we all nodded and went back to spongebob .
J Pov
when me and August got ourselves together we walked inside . He couldn't look at the girls face to face right now so he went straight upstairs . "So , who's first?" I faked a smile asking the girls . "Oh me me !" Mya said .
After i finished the girls hair and and got them dressed I went to check in August. He was getting Cj dressed and brushing his hair . "Thanks ." I said to him he smiled and brought me to his room.
"No , thank you. You've been here for me and I appreciate that. I've never had anybody there for me like you have been besides my brother and my moms but .... " she smiled and wiped the tear that escaped my eyes . "You okayy . We'll get through this and we'll find who's killing your family , I promise . " I grabbed his pinkie and my pinkie and we locked them together . He chuckled at my corniness . I grabbed his hand and brought him to the living room.
***Days later.
Let me tell you bout my self, I'm not scared to die
Been through so much shit, sometimes I wanna be in the sky
Wanna know how it feels to fly, wanna know how it feels to fly
Scared of hello, ain't scared of goodbye
I never thought I would be here, I never thought I would get this far
If they say life's like a beach chair, why am I sitting in the dark
August Pov
I was singing in the studio , "sounds good." J said making me turn my head and smiling . "thanks ." I said "You hungry?" I shook my head and stood up walking to the door , She blocked me from the door "nah , you go back to work I'll bring you your food , I know music relaxes you so , enjoy your time & I'll watch the kids. But August you do understand one of these days you have to tell them , they're asking for there mom." I shook my head and walked over to the couch in the studio and patted the couch , she came and sat by me .
I grabbed her hands and looked her in eyes "J , why do you care so much for me ? I'm not saying I don't appreciate it but .. why?" I said . she looked down "August , look at all you've done for me and my son . There's no way I could show you how thankful I am so Im returning a favor " I looked down " but there is another way you could return the favor .." she and I looked up at the same time ..
I leaned into her to kiss her , she kissed back instantly . She leaned back and I hovered over her while kissing her neck while sweat moans escaped her mouth..
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Shoot or Die. (August Alsina)
Fanfiction"Relationship advice?" I smiled , "You do remember im a thug? We married to the game bruh" i said taking another hit from the blunt. "Nah for real , Pick her up and pretend you're going to throw her in a pool. She'll scream but will love it. Hold he...
