Shoot or Die. (August Alsina)

Kissin On My Tattoo's

Baby I don't blame you

For being in the clubs

And getting all that love

Cause you're so beautiful

God made you to show that off

Now I ain't ever been the jealous type of guy

But I want you to myself, I can't lie

I know we ain't on no one on one thing

But baby, It should change

J Pov

I woke up with a massive headache . I felt nauseas. I wanted to run into CJ's room and just hug him to death but I knew if I did he won't be there to hug me back. I silently cried but I sucked it up and wiped my tears . I didn't want August waking up and start asking me many questions . I want a tattoo . Something small . I want Cj's name on my wrist and his birthday and the date he left on another . I thought about it for a moment . Im sure , he'll love that

About 20 minutes later , I heard footsteps running towards the door . I quickly closed my eyes and acted that I was sleep . I heard a soft knock and whispering in front of me . The girls ran to Augusts side of the room and they poked him .

"Hey uncle aug , were kind of hungry" the girls said while smiling

August unhooked his arms from my waist and sat up . "I'm coming to cook , you girls just stay down stairs and watch tv " he said while yawning

"Oh and uncle aug , I think something is wrong with auntie j . it looks like she had been crying" KayKay said

August shook his head and led them to the door . "I'll be down in a few .' he said and closed the door softly .

He walks towards me and just started at me , I felt him starring down at me .

"Your so beautiful J." he said smiling "I'm so lucky to have a girl like you . And I know your going through a tough time but I'm hear for you . I always will . Stay strong baby girl , I love you " and he walked off . I opened my eyes and saw him in the bathroom.

I rose from the bed in nothing my Augusts t shirt and my panties and walked to the bathroom doorway .

"I love you too August " I said smiling .i headed toward the edge of the bath tub and stared at him . I stared at how his skin glowed under the bathroom light , I started at how all of his tattoos meant something to him. I smiled at him while brushing his teeth . He turned to me and popped me in my leg with a wet towel

"Ow!" I screeched and rubbed my thigh . He came and sat beside me on the tub and swung his arm around me

"August I want a tattoo." I said bluntly while looking at my perfectly painted toes and biting my lip. He was shocked . He shifted his body to where he was looking right into my eyes

"Of what and where?" he said chuckling . I smiled

"I want CJ's name on my left wrist and his birthday and the day he left on my right wrist . " I said rubbing my wrist

"We'll get it done today . " he smiled and hugged me and right then my stomach growled . I guess that's when he noticed I didn't eat those chips he brought me last night .

"J , when was the last time you ate?" he said looking hurt . He tried not to show It but I could tell he was hurt

"A week ago August " I said looking straight ahead at our bed .

"Your eating today , Brush your teeth and meet me downstairs " he said with a smirk planted on his face . What is he up to?

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