do you remember...

13

'No you have to carry me, or you're not staying over for a week.'

I see a few strands of my hair in the blur ahead of me.

'You're so lucky I like your stupid ass.'

My vision clears a bit and I see my hands clinging onto a neck in front of me.

'My ass is not stupid.'

I see his dark hair falling against his ear.

'Babe you're strangling me.'

I see Jordy and realise I'm on his back. He called me babe.

I see flashing lights and then in the darkness to come, I see stars.

'Oh my god.' I scream now ripping myself away from his warm body, sitting up right squinting at the light seeping through my room.

Another one. I didn't understand them.

Is this how my memories were supposed to come back, or was I just imagining things.

Wouldn't I just know when I got my memories back.

I felt Jordy's presence now behind me and his hand extends to comfort my bare back.

'Are you okay?' He said in a worried voice.

'Yeah just I bad dream.' I lied. I wanted to tell him I really did, but I was scared.

This for sure would give him hope, but what if it didn't mean anything.

He'd be heart broken to think he was going to get me back but didn't.

But I dont know how long I sn keep it from him. I feel like he knows when I'm lying, which makes this hard.

'Are you sure?' He says as if reading my thoughts.

'Yeah let's just go back to sleep it's still early and you're still tired.'

'Okay.' He said now pulling me back down to his side, snaking his hand down to my stomach and gripping me by the waist, turning me to my side to cuddle into him.

His eyes immediately shut after making sure I couldn't leave him alone thanks to his deadly grip.

It took me a little longer to fall back to sleep though. My thoughts were racing about everything that just happened but eventually I let my eyes close and I went back to sleep.

I felt someone cover my back with my duvet.

Jordy's grip tightened against me for a moment before setting me free.

I was now awake but too tired to open my eyes, so I decided to enjoy a couple more moments of peace and quiet.

That didn't last though because as soon as I sighed in my 'sleep' Jordy must have noticed the change in my breathing because he started speaking.

'Damn she's hot.' My eye brows furrowed as I heard his fingers double tap on something I supposed was his phone.

Was he talking about another girl?

'Ooh I'd tap that, in fact I will double tap that.' He says huskily again double tapping.

Curiosity over flows my head along with confusion, hurt and anger. So much fucking anger.

I didn't know were it came from I just felt so angry that he would look at another girl like that after that happened last night.

I opened my eyes slightly to see him indeed on his phone. I try not to be noticed but when he continues I finally lose my shit.

'That ass though.'

'I bet it is.' I say defensively and grab the throw blanket on my bed, wrapping it around me not giving him the satisfaction of seeing any part of me, and storm off into my closet.

I hear him chuckle behind me and I have no idea how he finds this funny right now.

'I want that body to be on mine again right now.' I hear him say with a bit of sarcasm as he typed.

'I'd rather not throw up this early in the morning!' I yell through the door at him when I hear my phone go off from outside.

I go back out and get it and turn back round. I stop when I see the notification.

@jordanking commented: I want that body to me on mine again right now🤤

I jump over to him forgetting about the blanket and snatch his phone off him.

I see it opened to my instagram page and a huge smirk plastered on his face.

'You're evil.' I say as I throw both our phones to the side and straddle him out fronts and chests now touching.

'And you're gorgeous.' He says and I bring my lips to his with a soft kiss.

'You're mum brought us breakfast in bed.' He says against me.

I cringe back at his words.

'My mum saw me like this,with you, in here?' I say now horrified of the thought of my mother knowing what had happened.

'Yup.' He says casually.

'Was I already covered.'

'I don't know, I was asleep too. But when I woke up you'd thrown the covers off yourself and had one leg thrown over me and you were holding onto my fucking arm like your life depended on it.' He laughed.

'God could my morning get any worse.' I sigh.

'Also you have a few hickeys to cover, and by few I mean a lot.'

'Great.' I say leaning my head on his chest and sigh. 'Just great.'

He laughs and runs his hand down my spine. 'Hush, you loved it.'

He was right. I did. I loved it so much it scared me.