Can't Remember To Forget You | Grayson Dolan

3.

"You freaking love this !" Ethan literally screamed at my face pointing the windsurf board which was laid on the sand.

"Ethan , I don't remember how to do it, okay?! I don't think I will get over my fear of hurting any part of my body ever again."

Me , Ethan, Cameron and Grayson went to the beach. The four of us hang out everyday and honestly I don't need to remember anything from before , the memories we were making now were amazing. I have been having so much fun.

"Babe just try it. You have been windsurfing your whole life. Your body will remember the adrenaline and then you will know what to do."
Cameron put an arm around my shoulders.

"I don't know.. I'm scared."

"Relax.. I will keep you safe. Plus, I will reward you if you try!" Cameron whispers in my ear slowly bitting it. His movements sent chills down my body. I know me and my boyfriend for sure did it before , but I still got excited (like a virgin) every time he does something like that.

"Ew, I didn't want to see that!" Ethan said it a disgusted tone. I quickly looked over Grayson who was smirking and watching me and Cameron. Soon after we hangout a few times he stopped acting weird and distant.

"Okay love birds.. let's go for some fun." Grayson came in between me and Cameron and put his hands around our shoulders. Electric feeling went down my spine. That's the first time Grayson has ever touched me. Cameron phone started ringing.

"Wait.. " he took it out of his swimsuit's pockets. He picked up and went away to talk.

"Grayson, I would rather watch you guys have fun with .. those.. " I pointed at the windsurfs. Grayson still hasn't removed his arm off my shoulders.

"Lorra, come on.. before I couldn't make you get off one of those " Grayson mimics me. "Look, you don't want to live you life in a shell right ?! You want adventure and fun , and craziness.. " Grayson smiled. "You were not given second chance in life to give up your passion. I know that!" Out of everyone Grayson is the only one who is never scared to talk with me about the accident with the car and honestly it is so good to have somebody to listen and give you real opinion without making you feel as vulnerable little baby.

"Ya know ... i will go for it. " I looked at Grayson. He inspired me.

"Good. " he smirked at me and removed his arm of my shoulders. Don't...Was what I wanted to say, but instead I just went to get my windsurf.

After 3 hours falling into the water, drowning and laughing my ass off i finally succeeded in getting to love windsurfing again. Me and the boys decided to head home. We came with Ethan's car so we all got in it.

"Honestly babe, I'm so proud of you." Cameron put his hand on my tight gently squeezing it. Me and Cameron sat in the back of the car , while Grayson and Ethan were in the front.

"I'm happy I tried it. I wouldn't have if it wasn't for-" I got cut off by Cameron.

"Yeah, yeah.. you proving us that you might have lost your memories but not your skills. I know." Cameron put a kiss on my cheek. I looked at him kind of offended. I didn't want to prove them anything, I wasn't about to say that. I quickly met Grayson's eyes looking at me in the mirror. Every time we are with Ethan's car Grayson drives it.

"You won a reward , tho. " Cameron whispered in my ear and kissed my neck. I got uncomfortable catching myself staring at Grayson's eyes while I had my BOYFRIEND kissing my neck basically telling me that he is going to fuck me when we get home. The car ride continue with Ethan telling us different stories and jokes which made us all laugh.

"Yo, Gray, can you first drop me at home. I need to take something before I go back to Lauren's"

"Lauren doesn't keep any condoms at her place , huh? " Ethan jokes.

"Boys , can you please not act as if I'm not here.. cuz I am. And I hear you. " I interrupted their conversation. Cameron laughed along with Ethan , while Grayson just stayed silent.

"Cam, is your sister at home ? " Ethan turned around to look at Cameron.

"Bro, please, just.. don't ask me and come. I don't want to even imagine.. please!!" Cameron hides his face in between his hands. I laughed.

"Why Ethan? Are you running out of condoms at your place ? " I raised an eyebrow at him.

"Fuck yeah.. Grayson uses them all and he never buys new ones. I'm the only one who prevents little Dolans from happening and running around."

Grayson slapped Ethan's arm. "Shut up, Ethan. You are being ridiculous right now. I'm a virgin." Grayson said as if he was offended. We all laughed.

"Yeah.. that's why your virginity screams your name every Friday night , right?"

"Wait, Gray has a girlfriend?" I couldn't help but ask this question.

"No, he has a fuck buddy who visits us every Friday." Ethan simply explains.

"Ethan , I can answer myself, thank you."

"Grayson has always been one of the guys who 'doesn't do relationships' " said Cameron looking through his phone.

"Oh , I got it. Fuck buddies is cool. I would do that.." I stopped right there because of how bad it sounded considering that my boyfriend was sitting next to me. "If I was single , of course." I quickly took Cameron's hand in my and place a kiss on the back of it. He smiled and kissed me on the lips. We finally got to Cameron's home and dropped him and Ethan.

"I will come later.. " Cameron kissed me one last time before he closed the car's door.

"Come on, that's enough lover boy, you both didn't stop through the whole ride." Said Grayson and start the car again. Since I moved to the front with him I took a better look at his profile. I can't lie. He was so damn hot with his messy hair, weird dangling earring, plumped lips, sharp jawline, muscular arms. I quickly looked away because I was getting carried away thinking about Cameron's best friend.

"What are you thinking about ?" Grayson broke the silence.

About how hot are you.

"About Cameron. You all are really comfortable taking about these things and I'm just little.."

"You still nervous? Oh c'mon Lorra you have never been the shy type." He laughs and tights the grip of the wheel.

"What's that suppose to mean?"

"You like talking about sex as much as all boys do. Even more" he licked his lips and quickly looked at me.

"Past tense , buddy. New Lauren right here."

"Yeah.. past, of course. New Lauren." He stopped in front of my house.

"Well, thank you for the ride. See you soon, I guess." I smiled and opened the car door.

"Friday , actually. Me and Ethan are having our annual party. You and Cam are coming." He winked and start the engine again. I got off the car and got home , then I went straight for a shower. After I got myself clean , I felt the need to rest. I put my head down on my pillow and quickly fell asleep.

"Please, please.. " soft moans left my lips before a tight hand went over my mouth.

"Shh, baby.. you don't want to wake up your parents , do you ? This won't be happening again if anyone catches us." Grayson kissed my neck while his two fingers slipped into my mouth wanting me to suck them. My tongue played around with his fingers allowing them to go deeper in my throat. "You like being naughty with me , don't you? Cuz I know you better than your boyfriend, don't I , baby?"

Waking up after the dream I just had , has made me feel really bad. Mainly because I was dreaming of having extremely good sex with my boyfriend's best friend .. god , I woke up sexually frustrate. I enjoyed this dream as if it wasn't a dream but a memory. It was impossible to be a memory, right ? No way I ever fucked Grayson.

Heeyyy guys ! Hope you enjoyed the chapter. A lot of chapter like this one are coming so if don't really feel okay with smut and sexual things just don't read the book. VOTE AND COMMENT ! ❤️