Can't Remember To Forget You | Grayson Dolan

4.

"Let's play 'the awkward question game' !" Cameron sat down next to me on the couch. We and a few other people were at the Dolan's. They were having a party tomorrow (Friday) , but we still decided to have a little get together before that.

" The awkward question game ??" I raised my eyebrow at Cameron.

"Yes.. let's reveal some secrets." He giggles and kisses me on the cheek.

It's been 4 days since our windsurfing and to be honest ever since that day I tried to avoid The Dolans and Cameron because of the weird dream I had with Grayson. I don't know why was I feeling so stressed about it. I was trying to remember something about my past with Grayson but it was hard.

"Okay.. who's first ?" Grayson playfully looked at the 4 girls in front of him except for me.

"The rules are - boys ask girls awkward question about whatever they want and girls get to ask boys awkward questions too." Ethan explained.

I joined the girls and we sat across the boys. We were equal. - 5 girls, 5 boys. The first to ask questions is Grayson.

"Okay , ladiesss.." he laughs "what's your weirdest turn on?"

A girl with ginger hair who is the first to answer hid her face in her hands. "Fingers" she said fast. We all laughed and discussed her turn on. The other three girls went fast and Grayson got to me.

"Okay, miss innocence?" He raised a brow which made me laugh.

"I know hers" Cam interrupts.

"Oh really? What it is ? " I asked him with an annoyed voice.

"Someone playing with your hands."

"No. You got it wrong. It's not that Cameron."

Grayson's eyes were moving between me and Cameron.

"I think I've noticed it.. " Grayson said somehow cocky. He licked his lips and look at me.

"Since all of you know me so well, please tell us Grayson. "

"You get turned on when you make a guy jealous and he gets little aggressive." Grayson licked his lips again knowing he was right. How on earth could he know that?! There was a strange spark playing in his eyes.

"How did you -" I made a confused face.

"How come Grayson knows your girlfriend weirdest turn on, Cam ?" Victor, one of the guy's friends said.

"I don't know.. I guess he noticed how I act when someone is trying to get my girl." Cam answered confidently.

Ya right..

"Okay, let's move on.." Ethan clapped his hands together. "What was the last wet dream you had? "

Cameron's sister - Eva looked at Ethan and giggled. They had a thing going on apparently.

"My last wet dream was very hot.. we - I mean me and the guy were.." Eva started explaining

"Oh god, no, no .. I don't wanna know !" Cameron shouted and made us all laugh.

"Shut it, Cam! That's gringy for me too, but I'm not having another negative point because of you , idiot. I have sex accept it! "

"God kill me!" Cameron shut his eyes in disgust . I continue laughing and trying to comfort him.

Eva finishes her story, we all got that the guy in her dream was Ethan , Cameron died on the inside a couple of times.

"Stop enjoying this so much, Lauren! What was your last wet dream ? " Ethan looked at me.

Fuck.. I couldn't say it, could I? I shouldn't...

"It's too personal."

"Every question is personal, Lauren." Grayson looked at me as if I was stupid.

"Well, obviously it was with Cameron. " I lied ! It wasn't with Cameron, it was with Grayson. "We were making out, it got intense , he was kissing my neck and while doing that he slipped two fingers into my mouth, making me suck on them, which was extremely hot. And then he would continue teasing me making me beg for more. " through out the hole thing I said I didn't move my eyes from Grayson's. He asked for it. I saw his tongue licking his lower lip and his eyes were getting darker. On his face was written nothing but pure shock and fear?! Almost the same as on mine when I had the dream.. as if my brain hadn't just made that up, as if it happened.

"Okay, we are going upstairs, excuse us." Cameron got on top of me , trying to kiss me "or we can just make them leave , cuz now I'm horny. " he kissed my neck. I just smiled and kissed his lips. I tried to push Grayson's look that he has on his face right now, out of my mind and focus on my hot boyfriend who just got turned on by my dream.

"We won't get far with this game. " I heard Victor say and the others laughed. Everyone , except for Grayson. He looked pissed.

"Okay, Cam, baby..Calm down." I slightly pushed him off me, I was getting uncomfortable with everyone looking at us.

"But I don't want to."

" Cameron stop it, eww, I'm your sister!" She pushes him off me and starts to yell at him. We decided not to play anymore and I went to get some water. It was way too loud at the living room. I needed silence for a while and I found it in the kitchen, until someone decided to ruin that.

"Guilty of sharing too much personal information?" Grayson said behind me.

"Yeah.. I'm not playing that game anymore."

"So.. have you remembered something from before the accident? " Grayson leaned on the fridge.

"No.. tomorrow I'm having an appointment with my doctor . We will see what will happen."

"That dream of yours .." Grayson continued

"Why are you so worried about it? Don't try to deny it, because I saw the look on your face when I was telling it. You looked shocked. Why? "

"Nothing , I'm just curious. I never knew you could be naughty." The way the word naughty slipped off his tongue reminded me of he way he used to whisper it to me in my dream. It got me turned on.

"I don't think like that. You knew about my weird turned on.. sometimes I catch you knowing things that even my boyfriend does not. I guess you might know how naughty I can be even better than him ..." I catch myself getting carried away because I was walking closer to Grayson without even realizing it. I was also referring to my dream. He looked at me speechless.

"Lorra.. don't say those things. If you for real remember something let me know!"

"Why Grayson? Is there anything I should remember ? " we were now inches away from each other , you could feel the tension between us.

"No." He cut me off and got away from me, leaving the kitchen.