Can't Remember To Forget You | Grayson Dolan

19.

"What the hell was all that about , Jack!" I came running down the stairs, tears were falling off my eyes, I was furious.

"I don't know , you tell me." My brother yelled at my face.

"You knew. For how long ?"

Jack stayed quiet for a while , he was angrily staring at me.

"I once saw him sneaking to your room. Before the whole accident thing. I can't believe you two are betraying Cameron like this.." he shook his head, looking at the floor.

"Why didn't you say something?"

"Like what... 'hey sis, stop being a whore!' "

"I love him, Jack." I wiped the tears off my face. "I'm sorry, but I love him."

"What do you mean you love him?" Jack yelled again "you almost died because of that fucker"

"I was the one who crashed that damn stupid car, what does Grayson has to do with it ?" I raised my voice stepping closer to my brother , looking him in the eye.

"Of course he won't tell you that because of his actions and because of his indecisiveness you got in that car and almost died."

"Jack, oh my god.. what do you mean by all of this .. I don't get it , I don't!" My hands travelled to my hair , putting it behind my ears.

"He left you , Lauren." Jack quietly spoke. "You almost took your life because of him."

"On purpose ? I would never-" Jack cut me off by slamming his hand on the table.

"Well you did." He stared at me. "How can you not see it ? Grayson don't even have the guts to tell Cameron about his feelings for you! I guess he will let you deal with it , am I right Lauren?"

I stopped listening to Jack's talking the moment the words 'you did.' left his mouth. Did I got into a car accident on purpose because of a some kind of an argument Grayson and I got into? I could never be this stupid, could I?

"Grayson called me the day the accident happened." Jack's words took me out of my thoughts and my attention got back to him. "He todo me you weren't okay and that something had happened. At first I was confused what was Grayson talking about , but when I tried calling you and it put me on voicemail I knew something was up."

"What are you trying to say?.." I sat down on our sofa. I was still only with Grayson's shirt from last night and my panties on.

"He knew something was wrong and he didn't even bother to find out what's wrong. Grayson doesn't care about you , Lauren."

"That's not true Jack. You don't know what exactly have happened and you just dare to stand here and accuse Grayson of something like this!" I raised my voice at him.

"You just refuse to accept the truth ! He left! Can't you see it, he just walked through that door and said nothing , Lauren. Are you blind ? He knows it's his fault. He knows you almost died because of him, but he continue using you.."

"Okay, that's enough." I stood up. " I don't want to talk about it anymore. It's .. it's just too much." I began walking upstairs to my room, but Jack caught my hand , holding me tightly. "Jack , let me go.. you are hurting me." I tried to escape his grip.

"You will stop seeing him,Lauren. "

"You can't just tell me what to do." I furrowed my eyebrows at him, when we let go of my hand I began walking towards my room.

"Fine. See him again and I will make sure mom, dad and especially Cameron finds out!" He yelled after me.

"Why do you even care so much about it ? What's so wrong with me and Grayson? I mean, I don't really get what have you been taking about , but please give me some time to think about what the hell is going on. Stop being an asshole! " 

"I won't let you hurt yourself again. And if making sure that The Dolan kid disappears from your life is what I have to do then be it." Jack stated at me for a few seconds and walked away.

I entered my room locking it behind me. I fell on my knees , crying. I am so confused right now. I didn't get the whole story Cameron told me, Grayson left and never said anything. Again there were pieces missing of the puzzle. I couldn't quiet get why was I ready to take my life. What happened with Grayson? Was I really able to take it that far for him? I needed answers , but my brother wasn't the one who will give them to me. I checked my phone again, but there were no messages from Grayson.

'Hey.. pick up your phone please.'

I tried calling him for the 100th time but he won't answer. Why was he avoiding me right now, when he is suppose to explain to me what is going on. In my frustration I took my phone and shoved it against the wall. It fell in the floor , breaking. I covered my eyes with my hands and let my tears fall down.

Little did I know that was the last time I talked with Grayson for the next 2 weeks.

➸ Thank you for reading! VOTE AND COMMENT FOR MORE! Hey, guys! Sorry for the slow update and the short chapter. Exam's has come and school is taking all of my time and energy! Let's just say this is a filler and way better chapters are coming , I promise ! Love you so much for reading my story! I might do a Q&A with the characters answering , so if you have any questions don't hesitate to ask in the comments.