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HARRY POV
{ A/N Listen to You & I by one direction or Cold Coffe by Ed sheeran while reading this part }
Rissa lay in my arms the light coming from the widow hitting her angelic face while small snores escape from her mouth.
Having her here with me right now is all I could wish for, The past two weeks was a drag without her here and I almost lost her yesterday. I'm glad to have my Rissa back, It's all I could wish for.
I'm glad that today is a student free day, I can make up for all my mistakes while she is here. Clarissa moves a little bit causing a piece of hair to fall infront of her face. I carefully place it back in place before whispering.
"I'm sorry clarissa, For everything. FOr the cheating, the kissing, the people from the past. I know that in your heart you are still pissed off about all this shit. But I have you know Clarissa that I love you with all my heart and no one will ever change that." Her eyes open slowly and I continue.
"I'm sorry for the mistakes I will make, the ones you will never forgive me for Rissa, I love you forever and always. And- And If we don't get married to one another because you found someone better than me I want you to know that I will always have a special place in my heart. You will always belong there Clarissa. You will always be my first, True love." I say gesturing to my heart. A tear escapes My eye and a tear from hers. I wipe it away before she can.
"Clarissa if I ever loose you that would be the end of me." Her grip tightens around me and she begins crying into my chest.
"HARRY YOU FUCKHEAD. why you gotta wake me up like that. I was expeting something more pervy from you!" She cry/chuckles. She pulls away from my chest so we can see each-others faces. She looks directly in my eyes and tells me; "But this-this is much better. I love you Harry, More than you know. More than I love food. and food, food is a ver special thing to me.'' she chuckles. "But seriously Harry, I love you more than anything in this world." she admits. more tears escape her eyes and she burries her face in my chest. "You're quite the romantic y'know?" she tells me.
I nod and kiss the top of her head. She looks up and I kiss her cheek. I move to her nose but she tilts her head up causing my lips to meet hers. I laugh in the kiss and she does the same.
I love my Clarissa.
***
Clarissa and I are sitting on her bed watching movies on her laptop. It's silent but she brakes it. "Harry, what about Jessica? won't she be mad?" she asks. I laugh so hard I have to clutch onto my stomach.
"I'm not kidding Harry." she snaps. My lady is mad. "She's not my girlfriend. She's Lesbian." I laugh."Oh" is all she can say. What an adorable girl.
"what about Nick?" I ask. I hate him. He's a no good. I should probably tell Clarissa what she's getting into. "He's a good friend. He helped me during our 'Break'" she says with air quotes.
"Clarissa I don't want you near Nick." I tell her slowly and seriously. "Why?" she asks.
"He agrees to things that involves girls and tries to get in their pants." I tell her. She covers her mouth in disgust and I laugh. "Oh, Jessica was helping me through our 'Break' too." I tell her trying to change the subject.
she smiles before nodding her head.
She leans her head forward pecking my lips. "I love you so much Harry."
"I love you more."
{A/N}
The confessions and the sorry part was cute, I think.
AHHHHH Read my other book called 'Just Friends' Loves.
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