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{ A/N; Listen to Love Robbery by Kalin & Myles }
HARRY
The sound of gunshots are heard throughout the campus, I rush outside to see what had just unfolded. Groups, and groups of people swarming around something, Or rather someone. I push past people who either groan, apologise, mutter swear words or say they feel sorry for me. As I push past the last few people my lip trembles at the sight. Blood everywhere. Tears began to escape my eyes, No one has seen a guy cry before, not a man like me. But at this point I don't give a shit. I had just lost my One and only. My one true love. My light of my life. I walk up to her body and crouch next to her holding her in my arms. Peoples whispers is what fills the air. "I love you Rissa, Please don't go" I whisper. Her mouth opens slowly "I love you too Haz" She croaks. I feel her head tilt slightly to the side. She's gone. I scream and shout wanting her to stay with me as the ambulance arrive, but it's no use.
"harry!" I faint voice shouts. "HARRY!" It shouts again but it sounds more real. I open my eyes revaling a very worried Clarissa. I haven't lost her. "Are you alright?" She asks clearly worried. "It was just a dream." I tell myself out loud and engulf her into a long hug causing her to squirm in my arms. She's still here.
"sweet jesus you're sweating real bad Hazza" She tells me before pulling away "What happened?" She asks obviously worried. "I had a real bad fucking dream" I tell her. "Tell me about it Haz." She demands, I tell her what had happened and she hugged me tightly. It was at this moment I had realised how much I loved Clarissa. She is my everything. She has stolen my heart like no one ever has. Loosing her, ever would ruin me. It would make me feel like i'm nothing. I can't ever lose this girl. And as far as I know, no one will ever compare to Clarissa. Not by a long shot.
Clarissa will be there for me even if I had hurt her. She makes it very clear. But I can't let this go to far. I can't let her love to the extent that she will be heart broken. I can't imagine her hurt. Even by me. I can't let her love me I can't let her. She will end up being hurt. I'm an asshole and she deserves better. If I tell her now, she will be mad. If i tell her later, she will be hurt. Maybe I'm lying to myself. Maybe she can love me however much she wants, and maybe she dose deserver better.
But that 'better' is me. It will always be me. and I can't hurt her.
THE END
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i know this was really short but I don't know what else to do. I'm sorry I haven't updated until now, I was working on something else which is on my page if you want to check it out.
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ilysm <3
Its not the end. XD
