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A/N : This chapter will be sort of short, mainly because I promised you guys I would updated the day after I updated the last chapter, And I didn't lol, I'm so stupid.
Um Authors notes will be a the start of the book now so yeah! Ilysm
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H A R R Y
"Ah Harry son, what brings you here at this time at night?" My father asks, His voice still groggy.
"I-I-I lost her..." I whisper. "I fucked up dad."
"Who?"
"Clarissa..." I cry. "Oh son, Please don't be upset, you'll find your way back to one another. You love her don't you?" He asks.
"I do dad, I do." I reply, voice cracking. "Then promise me you wont give up on her" He softly says. "You don't know how she said it, she was heartbroken, her heart shattered into tiny little pieces dad."
"What did you do?"
"I still love taylor" I cried.
"Harry-" "no dad, I-I don't know why I still do. I hate this dad, I hate how love can be so welcoming then stab you right in the back." I snap.
"Fight for her. Don't give up on her. Harry, I know you wont"
"I lost her already dad! what makes you think I can win her back! She fucking hates me dad! Just like mum hates you! She hates that you just left her! She hates that You gave up on her! But you know what dad? she's up there in that room, Because she loves you. Yet you don't give two shits about her dad. " I Immediately regret the words thar just flew out of my mouth. Knowing I'm talking shit.
Dad sits there speechless. I walk out of the house. Pissed at myself. All dad did was tried to help me. I just didn't let him.
I don't know why I do this.
C L A R I S S A
I sit in my room almost lifeless, My brain completely helpless.
My phone going off continuously but I choose to ignore it. If I had just stayed away from Harry, Like I promised myself I would, I wouldn't be feeling like absolute shit right now.
If I had just kept myself my own promise, to not find love until I finish college I wouldv'e been fine. But I had to fall in love with that curly haired boy.
That green eyed boy, That muscular asshole.
I couldn't keep myself a promise because I'm fucking weak. i think that every boy that I come across would be different.
But they're all the same.
"Clarissa? Babe where are you?" Natalie's voice call through the room.
"Right in front of you, are you seriously that drunk?"
"I think so, I can't really see shi-" She mumbles before falling onto her bed, Small snores escaping her mouth.
I usually laugh at this but not tonight.
It just wont feel right.
