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{ A/N ; the story is going to be layed out differently now, so don't get confused now 😘 }
* H A R R Y *
Clarissa will always be my first true love, she will always be the one who has a special place in my heart. Hell, she knows that.
What I did was fucked up. I hurt her and broke her into a million goddamn pieces that I myself, can't even put back together.
Clarissa will never forgive me, for what I did. Heck, she isn't even sure if she loves me anymore. When she left I saw her glance at the two pieces that kept us strong. Her necklace and her bracelet. She obviously doesn't want to get back together because if she did, she would have taken them with her.
I don't think I want to see her broken, So I' not going to school for the next few days, not til' I get my shit together.
Taylor, taylor was my girlfriend but she used me for sex. She uses all her boyfriends for sex, when she's tired she calls the quits.
Fuck, everything about her can't compare to Clarissa. Clarissa is : all innocent, beautiful, energetic, in love, anything you name it. Apart from all that negative shit. Taylor is : pretty, sexually frustrated, confident but shes like a living devil.
Anything I do now will remind me of Clarissa. It hurts.
My phone begins buzzing and I pick it up.
"Hello ?" I ask, accent following through. "Harry, I heard about...you know..." I female voice that I'm sure is jessica says. Jessica is an old friend of mine, although she got into trouble for selling drugs and blamed it on me.but before that I helped her find her true love, her girlfriend. But What the hell does she want.
"Harry i know we aren't on the best terms but I want to help you get through this.."help me god.
"Is this for me hooking you up with that chick?" Jessica is lesbian, i helped her find that girl. No one knows that shes lesbian though.
"Yeah" she replies and i swear she smiles at the thought of her beloved girlfriend.
I sigh in defeat, might as well give this a shot. "Okay"
She claps her hands in excitement and the line goes dead.
* C L A R I S S A *
Its been one week since Harry and I decided we should go on our 'break' but I'm still fucking drowning in my own tears every time I get home from school.
I'm trying to get through this mess so I asked Nick to help me. He agreed and we've been hanging out and talking about my feelings. Like a freaking doctor or some shit. It's not really helping because my heart breaks even more when I see Harry and Jessica hanging out. I bet they're dating.
"RISSSSSSSS" nick calls once again. "WHAT" i snap. I turn to look at him and mouth a sorry while turning to leave the table because harry is sitting at the table across from us.
Nick grabs my wrist before I can leave. "Where ya going?"
"Away, from him."
" riss, this isn't going to help you get through this ya know." Fuck Nick is gorgeous but Not as gorgeous as Harry.
"You're right." And i take a seat.
I feel Harrys eyes on me and I shudder when I look and see his eyes on me.
Our eyes lock for A split second but he turns away quickly. My heart breaking over and over again.
{ flashback }
