"Please, I'm sorry"

Messes, Exes & Tears

***RYE'S POV***

I shouldn't have done that to Trish. I regret it. Now my phones getting blown up by my ex, wishing, hoping that we are gonna get back together. That's not gonna happen. Never. What I did was a mistake. And I hate it.

Trish. She was my everything. And now my everything is gone. I broke her heart. The same heart I promised to look after for many years. Now she's gone. I feel incomplete. I don't wanna record any covers. I don't wanna go on tour. I don't wanna make a song. I just wanna fix my princess's heart. I wanna hold her in my arms and tell her I'm sorry. Tell her that it was a mistake. Tell her that she is the only thing I care about. I don't blame her if she doesn't want to believe me. I cheated on her. With my ex. But if I could just get her to believe at least one word I say that will do me. I just want her to hear me out. I wanna call her but no doubt Andy will answer the phone. Seen as he's still there.

Even looking at my phone just makes me more tempted to call her.

I pick up my phone and I ring Trish. I need to. I need to hear her voice.

"Hey, who is this. Brooklyn stop!" I hear her giggle.
"No seriously Brooklyn stop I'm on the phone" she giggled even more.
"It's me, Rye" I say. The sound of my heartbreaking louder than anything.
"Oh Hi Rye" She said, sadness taking over her voice.
It's only been three days and she's deleted my number and she's practically over it.
"Ermm can I help you?" She asked.
"Erm nope. Ya know what it's alright forget I called. I'm alright now" I say trying not to make it obvious that I was about to cry.
"You sure?" She asked. Just her voice, it was sweet and delicate. Even though I hurt her, she still cares.
"Y..Yes. Sorry for disturbing you, cya" I said hanging up before she could say bye.

I look down at my fist. It's still a bit sore from when I broke the mirror.

ONE NEW MESSAGES FROM EX💔🤬
I looked at it.
Ex- Please Rye answer my texts. Or are you ghosting me now. It definitely felt like you and me were gonna be a thing again that night. Please just answer.

Me and her will never be. She was a mistake. A regret. She's not Trish.

"RYE COME HERE!" Mikey shouted.
I ran down the stairs really quick. He sounded mad.
"Why did you call Trish?" He asked all seriousness in his voice "I just got off the phone to Andy who was told by Brooklyn that you had called her. What did we say about that? NOT TO CALL HER!"
"I had to Mikey. I miss her. I can't stand being without her. She's my everything. I wanted to hear her voice again. Because looking at pictures and videos, just ain't enough" I said with a bit of anger and tears came rolling down my cheeks.
"Rye, as much as it might pain you, you can't call her or text her. You messed things up with her. You shouldn't have hooked up with your ex if you didn't want to ruin what you and T had" Mikey said.
"Her heart is delicate, Rye. Look at how she was when her ex cheated on her. Twice, Rye. Twice. And you fixed her. You picked up the pieces of her heart and made it whole again. But then you've broke it. It was pointless you fix her broken heart because you've gone and broke it again" Jack said, his voice sounding angry "You had the chance to have her and you go do her like that. She had many other boys that wanted her Ryan. You was lucky enough to have her. You had the opportunity to have the most beautiful girl in the world and you wasted it by sleeping with the ugly rat that happens to be your ex. Honestly I thought you was better than that" Jack walked out after he said that.

He was right. Why did I do that to her. I created a mess and I can't clean it. I hate this. I hate what I've done. I hate myself.

I screamed and punched the door.