"Please, I'm sorry"

Our Wedding Day

"I see the way you look at him. Do you still have feelings for Brook?"
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I  looked at Rye in shock. He wasn't wrong I did still have feelings for Brook but they weren't really there. Of course I felt something for Brook, he was there for me at my worse. I haven't forgotten what he did. I remember it all  but I also remember how he made me smile when I thought I wouldn't smile again.

"Hardly" I said holding Rye's hand "He helped me when I was at one of my lowest points, what do you expect me to do? Forget about it?"
"Yes, look what we have now. Why would you wanna remember that?" He said, grabbing my hand slightly harder.
"Because if it wasn't for that, we wouldn't be here now!" I said pulling my hand away to get a drink.
"Y..You're right, I'm sorry" he said looking down.
"Rye, I am happier now than I have been before. Look at all of this. I'm sat here, engagement ring on my hand, a baby in my belly and the love of my life sat across from me. I don't wanna change anything about what's happened, because if I did? Well who knows how things would've turned out. Look if the world was ending, I wouldn't wanna watch it with anyone else" I said smiling brighter.

Time flew by that night, we just sat and talked about our future whilst laying under the stars. We decided on baby names too, Felix if it's a boy and Maeve if it's a girl.

That night I felt like I was starting to piece together my life. I mean I'm young still but everything was starting to fall back into place and it made me really happy. You know for once I couldn't find a problem and that was just the best. The feeling of Rye's hand drawing heart shapes on my belly and feeling the baby kick him off lightly was perfect. I let out a sigh of relief.

"What's on your mind, babygirl" He said holding my face.
"These past few years compared to now. It's just so funny and I don't know, I'm just beyond happy" I said putting my hand over his.
"We've come so far.."
"Mhmm"
"Not to ruin the moment but can we go in? It's a bit nippy" He said with a slight giggle.
"Of course we can" I smiled and got up.

I followed him inside.
"Morning" Andy announced, startling us both.
"What are you doing up so early? It's 5:30?" Rye questioned.
"Gym pal" Andy said, patting Rye on the back whilst placing his bowl into the sink.
Rye nodded and we continued upstairs to finally sleep. It was a great night but the lack of sleep was catching up to me now.

As soon as I got comfy cuddled in Rye's arms, I was out. Despite everything, Rye has always secretly felt like home.

***TIME SKIP***

As time went on, wedding planning went ahead. Rushing about to make sure everything was ready whilst also waiting for the baby to arrive. I'm getting closer to my due date and each day Rye seems to be getting more excited. The wedding is in two days and for some reason I have a strange anxious feeling about it all. I can't tell if it's just pre-wedding nerves or if something isn't right and I just can't put my finger on it. Either way I'm not backing out of this wedding, I love Rye. I'm finally happy to be with him and not have anything in each other's way.

***TIME SKIP TO WEDDING DAY***
*Hotel suite*

"Trishhh!! It's your wedding day!!" Jorja screeched.
"I can't tell whose more excited, me or you?" I said groggily as she has woken me up.
"Or this fucking thing inside me" I moaned as the baby kicked me so violently. You would've thought the baby would be kind but I guess not.
"Is she awake?" Alex perked.
"Who wouldn't be with Jorja's wake up call, also what if they're a boy" I reasoned.
Alex immediately came closer and put her hand on my stomach feeling, she's been so excited for the baby. I think even more excited than Rye and I.

We all rushed downstairs to have breakfast with my half of the wedding party. We've booked 3 hotels for this. A hotel each for both sides of the wedding party and then one for us all to come back to at the end of the night. I haven't spoken to Rye since last night but Alex and Mikey have been exchanging updates since we woke up this morning.

**12:37PM**

"Okay it is now 12:40 and you need to be there by 1, meaning we have less than hour to get you all ready" The stylist said, she seemed panicked yet shockingly calm.
I had so many people rushing around me, trying to make me look my best for my big day. I've never felt so much love.

Time flew by and before I knew it I was in my dress and I looked amazing. My dad had tears in his eyes and so did my aunt.
"You look gorgeous, sweetheart" My dad said wiping a tear or two away.
"Thank you dad" I said giving him a hug, restraining tears myself.
"I can't believe you're getting married" Theo said giving me a warm embrace.
"I'm auntie Trish's bridesmaid" Melissa gleamed.

We made our way downstairs and into the car to make our way to the castle.
I'm getting married in a castle!!!
I let out a strained scream.
"There they go again, the baby's back to kick me to death" I said pained "It's every time I'm excited they strike"
"Maybe that's their way of telling you they're also excited" My dad reassured.
I sighed and nodded in agreement.

Soon enough, we were there. Outside the castle. My dad by my side, trying his hardest not to cry. I felt my whole body tingle with nerves. And the little one keeps kicking or doing somersaults in there.
Anyways, my dad walked me down the isle to a very handsome Rye. I stood in front of him and I breathed a sigh of relief.
"You look amazing" He whispered
"So do you" I replied as we turned towards the vicar.

And so the ceremony begun. I am
marrying the love of my life. I couldn't be happier. Although I did notice Brook wasn't anywhere to be seen. Which did upset me, I wanted him here. But oh well.

"Ryan Leonard Beaumont, do you take Trish Stilinski as your lawfully weded-..."

"STOP" I heard a voice scream.
Everyone turned to look.
I screamed as I felt the baby jolt inside of me.
Everyone's attention was split between the stranger who just walked in, and me screaming in pain. And... And soaked?

The pain got more intense.

"R..Rye.. My waters broke" I collapsed.

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A/N~
Hi guys. Sorry, I have been in a coma for the past two years. But I'm back now!