"Please, I'm sorry"

Positive (2)

"It's...It's Harvey's..."

**MIKEY'S POV**

"W..What?" I said, shocked and unable to believe what she just said.
"T..The b..baby. It's..It's Harvey's. I'm sorry" she cried. I could hear it in her voice, her expression and her actions that she was sorry. I just couldn't believe that she did that. And...And with Harvey.
"H..How? W..When did you and him.." I asked. My heart dropped. Tears were filling up my eyes.

"T..That week when we had that fight and I hit you by accident. I thought you was going to leave me, forever. Like me and you were finished permanently. I went to Harvey's and we had a drink or two. I poured out my heart. And then he kissed me. And one thing led to another then we did it. I think we used protection but I'm not sure. If the dates match then it's got to be Harvey's" she said. She was shaking and crying. She was scared and worried. I could tell.

"W..What d..do you mean by 'I think we used protection' and 'if the dates match'. Why is it if the dates match?! And how can't you be sure?!" I asked, trying to hold back the tears.
"We, both me and Harvey, had quite a bit to drink that night. If it matched to when we, me and you, l..last had unprotected sex then I would've known by now. I would be a month pregnant and I would be going through morning sickness. I haven't had any of that so I've got to be 2 weeks" she explained.

She's right. I started crying. I am mad at Harvey and at Alex but I'm mad at myself more. I let her feel like that and I didn't fix things straight away. But she still did that. Although she did think we were finished. How could Harvey do that to me though. He's supposed to be my friend.

My thoughts battled each other. I got more and more angry at this whole thing. I wasn't angry at the fact Alex was pregnant. I was angry at Harvey and at the fact Alex isn't sure if they did use protection. I'm also angry at myself, I could've stopped it from happening. This is all my fault.

I got up from where I was sat and went into the bedroom. I am not leaving myself unsure to whether my girlfriend is pregnant with my baby or someone else's. I slipped on a black hoodie and grabbed my wallet. As soon as the others walked in, I walked out. I headed to the pharmacy and bought the best pregnancy test they had, it told you how far on you was. I didn't care how much it was, I need to find out. I need to know.

**ALEX'S POV**

Mikey got up and went into the bedroom. I didn't know what he was doing but I'm not going to go after him. He deserves some time. The others came back and Mikey walked out.

"Where's he going?" Nele asked.
"I don't know. Knowing Mikey he's probably doing something for the wedding or he's doing a surprise. You know what he's like" I lied. I honestly had no clue what he was doing but I couldn't tell them what happened. Only Jorja knows. She only knows what I've told her. I never told her about me and Harvey having sex.

I tried to focus on the tv but I couldn't stop thinking about the baby, Harvey's reaction if it is his and where Mikey went. They played on my mind until Mikey came back. He looked as though he had something in his pocket, something rectangular. He signalled me to go into the bedroom with him. I quickly followed Mikey.

As soon as we were in their he closed the door and locked it. He took the rectangular object and threw it on to the bed. A pregnancy test.

"Take it" Mikey said.
"What?" I asked slightly shocked.
"You know why. Just take it" he said looking me in my eyes.
"No I am not taking another test Micheal" I said sounding strict.
"Alex please. Just take it. I need to know if I'm the dad. The test tells how far on you are. Please" Mikey said, his voice saddened and tears started to form in his eyes. I've got to do this. I wanna know for sure but I also don't wanna know. What will I do if I know.

I picked it up and walked into the bathroom. I took it and put it on the side of the bath. I put a three minute timer on my phone and sat on the floor. I started to cry silently. I'm so scared. Not knowing what's gonna happen next has never been so frightening.

The timer went off. I didn't want to look but I have to. I looked at. A sense of relief went through me when I saw it. 4+ weeks. I ran out of the bathroom and into Mikey's arms. I shoved the test into his hands and let out a weak laugh. He held me tightly and smiled. I cried into his hoodie. He rested his head on top of mine. I could sense he was crying as well.

I was happy and relieved. It wasn't Harvey's.

It's Mikey's.