"Please, I'm sorry"

Panic At The Party!

THE NEXT FEW CHAPTERS WILL NOT BE PG!! THEY WILL BE SMUTTY AND VIOLENT!
(Not too smutty though)

***TRISH'S POV***

Brooklyn was on top of me. Tickling me.
"Stop Brooklyn Stop" I giggled.
"No why should I?" He laughed. Tickling me even more.
Then my phone rang. The number looked familiar but I don't remember whose it might be.
"Hey, who is this? Brooklyn stop!" I giggled.
"Seriously Brooklyn stop. I'm on the phone" I giggled some more.
"It's me, Rye" the voice down the phone said. He sounded sad.
"Oh. Hi Rye" I said, saddened by who it was. I wriggled from being under Brooklyn.
Rye sounded upset, extremely upset. This was a side of Rye that I've never seen. Even through the hardest of times. I haven't seen him like that. Ever.
"Ermm can I help you?" I asked out of all curiosity of why he was ringing me.
"Erm nope. Ya know what it's alright forget I called. I'm alright now" he said. He definitely wasn't alright. I wanna see him. I wanna talk to him properly. But I can't. I can't do this to myself. Not again.
"You sure?" I ask, hoping he would say no so then I could stay on call longer to him. Because even though he gave me heartbreak I couldn't just be knowing I've left him hurt.
"Y..Yes. Sorry for disturbing you, cya" He said quickly hanging up before I could say bye.

Why am I feeling sorry for him? Why am I feeling bad because I hurt him?
He hurt me. He slept with his ex whilst everyone was away. The fact I invited him and he said no should've been suspicious enough because he told the boys that he wasn't going to LA with them because he was going to see my family with me.

I feel so stupid for trusting him. But being totally honest, I can't get over what me and Rye had. Well at least I don't think I can.

***TIME SKIP*** TWO WEEKS LATER**

"Come on. Put something stunning on. Harvey is having a party and he's just texted me asking if we could come. And of course I said yes" Nele said all hyper.
"Why do I have to go?" I ask, groaning as she just woke me up from a nap.
"Because I need someone to be there to take me home when I get too drunk or to save me when a random guy tries to hit me up" she said.
"Okay but why is it starting to feel like you're Batman and I am Robin. I don't wanna be robin all the time" I moaned.
"Teen Wolf reference?" Nele asked.
"Teen Wolf reference." I nodded.

I got up out of my bed and looked through my wardrobe. Flicking through all my tops and going straight to my dresses.

After hours of looking I decided on a short black dress and black heels. I put the outfit out on my bed and jumped into the shower.
When I got out I curled my hair and did my makeup.

As I sat in front of my mirror my phone pinged.

RoadTripTv have posted a new picture. Go check it out.

I clicked on the Instagram notification. A picture of Rye kissing a girl on the cheek. Maybe it was true. Maybe he actually moved on.
I honestly don't know why this saddened me because tonight, I'm gonna have fun and try to move on myself.
I wiped off my subtle pink lip gloss and put on my deep red matte lip stick.

"Trish! Come here" Nele shouted.
I grabbed my phone and I walked down stairs.
"Stunning!" Nele said.
"Thank you. Although you can't say much for yourself. Wait are those my shoes" I replied.
"Thank you and yes but that doesn't matter. Get in. We need to take a picture. Mirror or selfie?" She asked.
"Both" I answered.

I called us an Uber as Nele uploaded the pictures.
"Thanks Lydia for coming to look after the house for the night" I said quickly grabbing a drink.
"It's okay. Ice cream is in the bottom drawer of the freezer, right?" Lydia asked giggling.
"Yeah. Cya tomorrow I guess?" I said walking out with Nele.
"Cya" She said as I closed the door.