"Please, I'm sorry"

Fake Love

***RYE'S POV***

"I do love you. What makes you think I don't" I said as Trish threw things into her bag furiously.
"Probably the 'I love you' messages you are sending to other girls" she screamed, tears falling down her face.
"Trish I swear I haven't been doing that!" I said trying to pull her back.
"Then what have you been doing? Because when I was looking at your phone you texted another girl 'I love you' and that girl was clearly not me or your mum!" She said turning around "I gave you another chance! After everything you put me through I gave you another chance! And this is what you do!"

It hit me. In that moment it did. Everything that has happened. It had all hit me. I had a queen. I had a diamond. I had someone that truly loved me and I did everything but what I was supposed to. And that was love her... 

She kept me safe. She made sure I was okay. She loved me when I couldn't love myself. She was there when I had no one else. She deserved all of my love but I gave it to other girls....

"RYAN! WHO THE FUCK IS SOPHIE?!" She screamed breaking me out of my thoughts.
"I...I'm s..Sorry" I stuttered. As soon as I said it a whole new flood of tears came pouring out.
"So you are..." she said. Her voice went quiet. I didn't know what to do except hold her. Why was that the only thing I could physically do. She tried to fight out of my grip but she couldn't. She was too weak. I did this to her, again...

"WHAT?! Am I never good enough for you? What can they do that I can't! I fucking gave you everything and lost two of the most important people in my fucking life for you! And I'm still not good enough!" She screamed, pulling away from me and standing up.
"P...please. I beg you... stay.. I'm sorry.." I said.
"No! Give me one good reason why I should stay!" She replied. Tears strong in her eyes.
"I'll fix this. All of it. And I'll show you that I love you. I promise" I said, giving it my best shot.
"I'd like to see you try and fix this! I'll be in Brook's room" she said grabbing some of her stuff.
"No! Stay with Jack! Or Mikey! Anyone other than Brook. Please? Anyone just not Brook" I begged.
"Why? Scared we are gonna do anything together?" She said, getting closer to the door. "Because until you fix this... we are not together"

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A/N: sorry for rarely posting. I've been quite busy lately and I've had little to no time to post. I am really sorry xxx