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I keep telling myself,

That I can't,

“i just got out of a bad relationship”

That was months ago

I get mad

And upset

Because I can’t have what they have

But when people joke

And say it should be us

I panic

I'm not ready

That was months ago

But yet

When you don't catch my eye

Or don't reply

It hurts

I'm not sure why

You’re not mine

We aren't even friends

So why do I keep telling

My heart that I need one thing

And my brain does another.

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