[1] rewired | jachary janiel [✔]

[✉]beautiful

✏ zach ✏
"somewhere between nostalgia and heartache"
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remembering our small little moments where it just me and you are give me bliss, but they also stick the thorn deeper into my heart. you don't know what you do to me, but at the same time, you do. you know that you make me happy. so today, i decided to do it.

it started when we were up late at night. everyone was asleep and i was being my impulsive, stupid self. i leaned and tasted you. your lips felt like two soft pillows while you were just the right mix of vanilla and chocolate.

then, you walked all over my heart.

"i'm sorry, zach, i just don't feel the same way,"

my hand was still on your waist and i could feel your toasty breath on my face. you bit your lip and looked anywhere except for me. your right hand slid down my arm and moved my hand from your waist.

"sorry, jack, i-"

then, you cut me off with a chaste kiss. butterflies fluttered in my stomach, they danced around and made me feel things for you in a way i would never feel for anyone else.

"zach, let's just be friends, okay?"

you pulled away.

"if we're just friends, then why did you kiss me?"

your goregous milky eyes got a frustrated gleam to them.

"you needed that way more than i did,"

i took a step closer, i had to slightly tilt my head down because you were the shortest in the band. you backed away in turn.

"that doesn't cover it,"

my voice was barely above a whisper. anger sparked in your eyes, i was ready for something along the lines that we were done. nothing prepared me for what happened next.

"fine then what do you want?"

your voice was harsher than it had ever been. i was about to answer but you cut me off.

"if it's my body then, take it!"

crimson splashed your face and it wasn't in embarrassment. i took the oppurtunity and pushed up against the wall. a soft gasp escaped your lips.

"zach i didn't-"

peppered you with kisses along your collarbone then you moaned when i reached a certain spot. you didn't expect me to be this strong, you didn't expect me to take you seriously, but i did.

"zach, please,"

you whimpered.

"it's done, it's been said, jack, there's no going back,"

my hands skimmed the hem of your shirt. i then traced up the milky skin underneath all the way up to the pert nipples that were mine.

just for tonight.

your breath hitched as i teased them.

"zach,"

scarlet tinted your cheeks. you hated this, i knew it, but i'm not going to go all the way. i tugged your shirt over your head and kissed you softly full well knowing you wouldn't kiss back. i left a hickey on your neck. i made you moan. i made you cry.

i'm sorry.

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sorry
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