[1] rewired | jachary janiel [✔]

[✉]before

✈ jack ✈
"you are fake, you are plastic, hope you are fucking fantastic,"
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when he left, i sunk down to the floor. i didn't mean to say that, i shouldn't have. after wiping the tears off my cheeks i hugged my knees to my chest. it scared me how easily zach could do that to me. how easily he could overpower me and make me weak in the knees.

the worst part was that some part of me liked it. i liked the way that your hands slid up and down my sides. i liked the way that you kissed me.

i hated myself for that.

sniffling, i grabbed my phone to look at the time.

11:48 p.m.

what was i even doing up this late. right, watching a movie with zach. watching a movie with the same zach who was an adorable cinnamon roll. watching a movie with the same zach who assaulted me.

another stream of tears rolled down my cheeks. my throat hurt and i wanted crawl into daniel's arms. i wanted him to hold me tight and tell me it's okay.

but would he since i cheated on him.

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no, jack, you didn't cheat on him 💓
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