The Alpha King

Ethan

The Alpha King 26

Chapter 26-Ethan

PAISLEY STAMPS POV

"Blaine are we almost there?" I asked him as he was driving the car somewhere.

"Almost you just have to wait a little bit longer," He said.

I rolled my eyes at him "Well where are we going?" I asked him.

"I told you that it is a surprise," He said.

"Well I don't like surprises," I stated blankly.

"Trust me I know you don't like surprises," Blaine said chuckeling.

I sighed looking out of the window this road doesn't even bring up memories to me sadly, and Blaine refuses to tell me where we are going I t hink he said that he was taking me on a date and Shelby was the one who started to dress me up in some clothes.

Blaine finally pulled up into some place with lots of lights that shined so bright that it blinded your eyes. "A canival?" I asked him as we entered the entrance.

"Yeah, come on let go on some rides," Blaine said grabbing my hand and pulling me with me I smiled I felt the sparks ignite between us.

He pulled me into some ride that lifts up and it wasn't scary so it wasn't like I was screaming out of fear being on the ride or anything.

"Look Blaine they have funnel cake can we get some?" I asked him pulling him towards the cart that was making funnel cakes.

"Sure," He said smiling at me.

I dug into the funnel cake getting some powder on my face, but it was worth it I love funnel cakes they were the best things that were ever created on the whole wide world. Blaine and I both ended up going on some more rides I ended up getting a pink stuffed bear from Blaine and soon we were on the farris wheel.

"This feels wrong," I said.

"How does this feel wrong we're ment to be together?" Blaine asked me.

I sighed "I don't know it's not you it just feels wrong to be going out when I was just in the hospital and lost Jamie," I said shrugging my shoulders. "I just feel guilty for doing it like I'm going out and I should be at home crying over Jamie," I said as we rose up more.

"Trust me Paisley I know that you are always going to feel bad about what happened and I know that I will too, but we are going to have to do things without thinking about it. I mean I feel bad and I know that we shouldn't forget about Jamie, but we are going to have to move past it one day," Blaine said.

"I know it's hard though," I replied.

'I'm scared of heights," Blaine siad.

I turned my head at his randomness. "You dared me to go on the farris wheel one day and I refused and you told me that you would kiss me at the top," Blaine said.

"Is this a date that we went on?" I asked him.

"This was our first date," Blaine said.

We were at the top I could see all the stars that were shining dully due to the poplution Blaine leaned towards me and I leaned closer to him I felt a small pressure on my lips and the warmth of his with his electricuting me. I smiled ugh I'm pretty sure he can feel my smile I pulled away it was a small kiss nothing major or anything but it was worth it.

"Thanks," I muttered.

The thing that we were in finally came to a stop and we hopped off "Ready to go home?" Blaine asked.

I nodded while we went home.

**** 2 months later

I smiled and leaned in kissing Blaine capturing his warm lips. I could feel him bite my bottom lip I opened my mouth and smirked within the kiss Blaine brought his hands to my hips.

It was almost like he was scared to touch me, I grabbed his hands and placed them under my shirt. "Have sex with me," I said.

Blaine's face changed "Paisley," he said sighing.

"Was I bad the first time?" I asked him looking down "I just thought that since we had sex once already then maybe this would help make me remember," I told him.

"I don't want to have sex with you," He said and then "Wait I didn't mean it like that just let me explain why it's not like I'm grossed out by you or anything," he said quickly defending himself.

I got off of Blaine and sat somewhere other than his lap on his bed. He went through some draws bring out a piece of paper.

"I'll start from the beginning, you know you ran away well when you ran away you let this letter to me," He said handing it to me.

I skimmed the letters and words they were defiantly my handwriting I just don't remember writing this. "When Shelby brought you back I didn't forgive you and I was hurt that you left me so I was mean to you," he paused and I nodded my head. "One night you tried to get me to listen to you and I was horny and you know when male wolves are horny they can't have sex with anyone but their mate," He said.

"Yeah," I responded.

"I told you that I needed you and we had sex after that I kicked you out of my room and then a few days later you were kidnapped by Miles," he said.

"You don't seem like someone who would do that," I told him.

"Looks can be deceiving?" he said like it was a question not sure if it seemed right to say that.

"I don't get it now that I know I still feel fine with you and I want to mate," I told him.

"The thing is I shouldn't have done it your first time should have been special and it wasn't. I don't want to use you while you don't remember anything," he said looking sad.

"But I'm okay with it," I reassured him.

"When you do remember everything trust me I known that your going to hate me and you haven't been the same Paisley as you used to be," he said.

"Then why are you telling me this why not lie to me?" I asked him he could have had me thinking that he was all perfect.

"I told you because it's your life I'm not going to keep you blinded from it. I want you to know everything good and bad that I have done to you even if it changes your mind I know that you should know," Blaine said looking in my eyes and I could tell that he was being sincere.

"What was I like?" I asked him changing the topic.

"More aggressive and she had this burning fire in her heart and confidence," he said.

"Oh," I said sighing.

"I'm sorry maybe one day we'll do it I just don't feel comfortable about doing that to you," Blaine said wrapping his arms around me.

"Night Paisley," He said.

"Night Blaine," I replied.

****morning.

"BLAINE ETHAN RIVERS!" I yelled making him fall off the bed.

"Paisley!" he said hugging me. "You remember everything," he said.

"How did you know?" I asked pushing him off of me.

"That time that we played twenty questions I told you my middle name and I didn't mention it when you forgot everything. Not to mention that you just rejected my hug," he said smiling and planting a kiss on my cheek.

Blaine was right I don't know weather it was him telling me the story of how we first had sex or the letter that I read from when I left. Never the less I remember every single moment in my life like it is supposed to be.

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