Chapter 4

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How can I make Martinus mine?
- Leave from home, go towards him!

- call him like: Go back to home, it's night soon

- tell our parents, that he were left from the school too

- or just give up! He'll never love me. But now see him how, he goes. It's hurts me deep inside. In this moment I' don't thinking. I just jumped out the window.  I secretly followed him. We went almost 10 seconds, when we arrived. The girl opened the door  and hugged Martinus. Ouch, my heart. I'll survive it. I WILL. Then we went to the restaurant. At least them. They talked a lot. This time was really boring. I'm almost slept, when they stood up. Martinus took her home.  They were near each other. Then Martinus went closer and kissed her. I got a shock. He just kissed her, fucking Lucy. I'll hate her till I die. Martinus started to go home. When he vanished I went to Lucy's house.  Idk what I want to do, but I will do it. I ringed. A woman opened the door, probably Martinus' "baby's" mum.

"Martinus?"

"Oh.. yeah, it's me." I lied

"Come in!" she invited me into the house. "Lucy is on upstairs" I nodded. Which one is her room. "Now this little bitch will know, why not playing with my boy." I thought. I found her room. I knocked on the door.

"Yes?" I went into the room. "Marcus?"

"Well. U know me."
"Why r u here? Martinus here too?"

"Shh.. Little monster!" I put my finger onto her lips. "I just want to tell u, that u r not enough for Martinus. He deserve better. And u know that. He kissed u, cuz u r pitifull, ad he has a really good heart so he just felt sorry for u, Lucy." she just cried. I went to the door. "By the way. He reserved. So u should say thanks cuz I tell u that." I said and I left. Home I just jump on the window. I hope nobody realized that I wasn't home. 


The next day...


The school was boring like every day. I just sat on the chair when someone sat next to me. 

"Didn't u see Lucy today?" Martinus asked me.

"No, I'm not." I said. He just stood up and wanted to leave.
"Stay here." I grabbed his hand "Why u always go away when we are together."  
"Marcus. I'm sorry. But I need to know, where is my girl."

"What? Your girl?" I felt myself betrayed. 

"Oh, yeah. Sorry I forgot to tell u that." 

"What?" 

"Lucy and me are together. She is my girlfriend. Is it not so cool?
"But yes. Know u what? Just go and find her." he smiled at me. I made a fake smile to my face. He left. I can't do it. I need to cry RIGHT NOW. 


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