Fucking Feelings

Chapter 9

"... I kissed u, cuz u said u love boys. And I'm a boy and... u know." he tried to explain me. "And I just wanna be your boy." he said and turn head down.
"You're my crush since I realized I love boys." I said and Martinus looked up me.
"What?"
"Yea..." I wanted to finish my sentence bit he cut it off with a kiss. I kissed him back again. He licked my bottom lip then he bit it. I really enjoyed that. And what a fuck. We again did it. I thought he just kiss me for fun. Not because he really loves me. But, gosh it's better than in my dreams.
"I knew it." I said not stopped with kissing.
"What?"
"That you are the best kisser." He started to smiling.
"It is you, babe." he kissed me again then pulled me away. He leaned his forehead onto mine. "So... What's next? I mean... Do u wanna be my boyfriend while I am yours?"
"It's sounds so akward from your mouth for your brother. But who's care? Yes. I want to be." I said and he again kissed me so softly.
"But..." I started. "What about with our family? Told we them?"
"More not."
"What if they condemn us?"
"No matter. But we love them and they love us. They probably will understand us."
"I hope!" I said. He hugged me. "Don't afraid. I'm here." He kissed my head. "Good boy!" Martinus said then we heard that someone came into the house. Martinus went out from the room. After some minutes he came back with our mom.
"Hey Honey. Is everything okay?" She asked me.
"Yeah. Just I don't feel myself so fine. But Martinus helped and help me." I looked at him.
"So is everything good?"
"Yeah, thank u." I said and smiled at her.
"Okay. Be good. Bye" She left.
"Bye" i said. Martinus wanted to kiss me but mama came back. We were almost "caught". If she see that...
"Do u wanna eat something? Or drink?"
"No mom. Thank u. Anyway if I need something I will ask Martinus." She just nodded and left again.
"Do u wanna eat something?" Martinus asked me and came closer.
"Hmm... yeah." I said.
"What do u want?" I pulled him closer and whispered into his ear.
"You." I said. He gave me a sexy look then kissed me. His kiss is the most sweeter. Maybe he is the only one, with who I kissing. But I don't need anyone else to know, he has the most best ability of kissing. He massaged my tongue with his. I really like when he do it. Just him and I.
"And our fans?" I pulled him away again.
"Don't thinking. Just kiss me more." he pulled me closer him. "Better" he said and put his tongue into my mouth. He do it so strong. I'm the older but almost everyone knows that he is the stronger. (Just sometimes) We were kissing til Mama didn't yell us to go to eat. He gave me a last kiss then stood up.
"I've never thought that we'll be together." he said while helped me to wake out from the bed.
"Me neither." I said then we went downstairs. Our father already was home...