His Demons (PaperHat Mpreg)

~Chapter 18~

BlackHat's PoV

I nearly felt my heart stop as i began to hear tiny crying fill the air. GreyHat handed me the now calm child, and i took in every moment to admire and praise the small boys features.

His skin was a bit paler than a normal humans, but his cheeks held a breathtaking rosy pink in them. His eyes were a beautiful red, filled with wonder as he took in the sight of the world around him. His cheeks and tiny button nose dotted with freckles at complimented his dark black hair quite nicely. He looked like Flug, even more beautiful than what i could have imagined. 

I gotta admit, it was absolutely horrible to have to watch Flug go through so much pain. Having to sit back and watch it all to down for hours without end and not being able to do anything about it was like torture.

But seeing the small boy in my arms now, being able to hold him and see him, it was unlike everything I'd ever experienced. Like I was living a dream.

 A tear or two slid down my cheeks as i grazed my fingers gently along the small boy's silky soft skin. He cooed at my touch and i couldn't help the smile that was practically plastered to my face at this point. 

"Flug, do you want to hold him?" i asked quietly, finally turning to Flug. My smile dropped a little bit as i seen his eyes closed, his skin paler than what i'd ever seen before, and his body limp. My brows furrowed as i repeated his name, hoping he was just sleeping. "Flug," i called again. No answer. I gently handed Damien to GreyHat as Slug gently shook Flug.

"Flug? Come on get up, what are you doing?" Slug said, shaking him a little more. The scientist gave no response as his head drooped to the side in a very alarming way. I loomed over Flug, placing my hands on his shoulders and giving him a slight shake. 

"Flug? Baby come on, get up!" i said loudly, hoping i would wake him. I went in a panic mode and gathered him in my arms, putting my head up to his chest in hopes of hearing a heartbeat. Never before in all of the years i have roamed this earth...

Had i ever thought complete silence was so terrifying. 

I felt my eyes widen as i gently laid him back down, tears instantly glossing over my eyes. Fear fully washed over me and I couldn't help but feel helpless as the once dream-like euphoria I was in crumbled to dust.

"No, no, no, no, no! No Flug come one! Get up! Get up please!" i begged. I put my mouth to his and blew air into him, pulling away and pumping on his chest afterwards. I repeated the action a few times over again before i heard GreyHat let out a shuttering breath of air. My head whipped in his direction, and the second i caught sight of him i knew that he knew something i didn't.

"GreyHat what is going on!?" i yelled, tears beginning to trail down my cheeks. His eyes were wide and his mouth hung open in search of words to say.

"H-he....he didn't tell you....did he?" GreyHat breathed out quietly. 

"What? GreyHat what are you talking about!? What didn't he tell me!?" i demanded, feeling myself begin to break little by little with each passing second.

"He knew there was a chance of him dying during the birth....but he didn't want to listen. I tried to tell him to get a C-Section but he refused!" he wailed. 

"Why didn't you give it to him anyways, you moron!?" i screamed back. 

"Because he didn't want it! I wasn't going to make the doctor do anything against his will!" GreyHat protested. I shut my mouth, not finding the words to come back with as he had a point. I personally wouldn't force Flug to do anything he didn't want either, so i had no room to talk. I growled in frustration, turning back to Flug as i continued to give him CPR.