It has been a year since Tris went into her coma. I have started to lose hope.
I couldn't forget like a wanted to. I remember when I first met her. I remember tripping and her helping me up.
She was so kind. She was so sweet and generous. I miss her so much and I just want her back.
I pray every night that she will wake up and she never does. I have been talking to no one.
I ignore every call and every knock on my door. I checky phone for a call from the hospital.
I haven't even done anything to deserve this. I may be a little mean, but Tris is the only one I have ever loved.
I need her. I have waited 365 days already! I remember leaving her room the day I was told.
I was so mad. I tried to forget her. I can't forget her. I have given up hope and I just need some time to think.
I walk to the park and sit on the bench. I should visit Tris again. I haven't seen her in a month.
I walk home and grab my keys off the kitchen table. I walk outside locking the door and get in the car.
I drive slowly not wanting to see her. I know I am gonna break down. If she dies...
No! Do not think that way!
The voice is right. If she dies then forget it. I should just turn around, I mean... Do I even like her!?
Ummm... I dont even know anymore! I keep driving and watch as I approach the hospital.
I already feel tears come. I hold them back. I shouldn't cry for a girl I dont even know if I love.
I get out of the car and think. If I love her... Then do I wanna see her. If I love her I will pray and plead and cry and break stuff wanting her to wake up.
I have done all those things. Maybe I do love her. I smile to myself and laugh. I haven't laughed in forever.
I walk towards the hospital doors and they open. I walk in and suddenly become cold. I miss Tris and I need her back.
I walk over to the main desk. I hesitate and clear my throat to get her attention.
"Tris Prior's room please." I say calmly trying to hold back tears from earlier.
"Room 694."
I walk away and smile. Thats her number. Number 6. I miss her so much, but I must not cry.
I walk through the hallways occasionally looking at people in the hallway.
I should turn back. This is too much for me.
Tobias calm down. You have done this before! Just breathe.
I obey the voice and keep walking through the depressing hallway. I get to the elevator and press the up button.
I press the number 6 on the inside, because she is on 6th floor. I stumble as the elevator shoots up.
I am alone. I walk in and circle and listen to the not so soothing elevator music.
I stumble again as the elevator stops. I walk out the now open doors into the dim hallway. I stare at the colorful tile pattern on the floor.
I get to Tris's room and open the door. I see her still laying still on the mattress. I cry again.
I look around for something to break as a nurse comes in.
"I removed all breakable items in this room in case you came." She giggles and walks out before I can say a word.
Wow! This is how people think of you. Tris is lucky to be in a coma so she doesn't have to deal with you!
"Your wrong! She shouldn't be in a coma! She loves me! I think!"
You think! Haha! Worthless! Thats what you are!
I break down and cry even more. I know she loves me! I need to get out of here before things get worse.
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FourTris High School
Fiksi PenggemarTobias meets the new girl Tris. He falls in love and needs her to be his and only his. Tragedy takes over. He cries and breaks things. Tris is in a coma. She is in a coma for so long that everyone gives up hope. Will they ever see Tris like she was...