Secrets•lil Pump

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*szas POV*

I walked up the long case of stairs and sighed heavily as I opened out bedroom door. Gazzy was looking at his phone and Netflix was in the background playing. I jumped onto the bed and next to Gazzy he kissed me and I held his hand.

"Why you home so early babygirl?" Gazzy asked me as he set his phone onto his night stand.

"I felt sick during the 4th scene shoot, so Becca sent me home. We'll finish tomorrow" I said turning off the lamp on my side of the bed. I don't know why Gazzy always had every single lamp on even though we had fluorescent lights through the entire house.

I snuggles closer to Gazzy digging my head into his chest. He kissed my head and we passed out on each other.

*6:45 a.m*

At 6 in the morning I woke up feeling even worse than before. I threw the covers off of myself and ran into the bathroom. Opening the toilet kid I threw up, choking on my own breath. Gazzy came up behind me and held my hair out of my face. I could feel my mascara and eyeliner from yesterday leaking down my cheek. Once I was able to catch my breath I lifted my head up and wiped my tears.

"Are you ok babe?" Gazzy asked me worried. He wrapped his arms around my waist and I smiled looking into his eyes. I nodded.

"Yeah, must be a cold or something" I nodded and I kissed Gazzy on the forehead. "I need some air babe, I'll be back" I said as he let my waist go and I slipped my shoes on. I ran outside and jumped into my car, immediately exiting the driveway before Gazzy could come outside.

I rushed to the Walgreens just because it was the closest store to my house. Once I pulled up in the parking lot I rushed inside for one item, and one item only.

The cashier checked me out and I thanked her, following with a dash to the bathroom in the bcak. I ran into a stall and took the test. The pregnancy test.
'what if it's actually a baby?' was all that I could allow myself to think until I heard my phone ring. I answered and it was Becca with Diego. I forgot the shoot was at 7:30 and it was 7:20. Fuck.

I threw the test into my bag without looking at the results and got into my car. The people in the Walgreens looking at me like I was crazy. I backed out of the parking lot and sped to the shooting location. I made it there by 8:20. Which in my opinion was good due to traffic and all that shit. Becca and Diego understood.

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After the shoot I was tired but I couldn't let them know that I was sick at all. I opened the front door to my house and quietly walked in. Gazzy was upstairs blasting music so I figured it was safe. I sat down at the kitchen table and slowly pulled out the test fearing the results.
As I looked at the results I started to cry. I held the test in my hand and walked up the stairs.

I opened our bedroom door, and gazzy was sitting listening to music on live. I smiled and he turned the live camera towards me. I smiled and waved to the fans.

"Hey guys"

Gazzy ended the live and smiled at me as I Still stood in the doorway.

"What's up babe?"

I held up the test and as soon as Gazzy realised what it said he came to me and hugged me tight. I hugged back crying with him. We were gonna have a baby for real.