Secrets•lil Pump

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*Szas POV* 

I was sitting on trippies couch eating a bag of chips. I needed to get to Gazzy and figure this out. Maybe something else too if I had the guts to do it today. 

"Trippie, I'm going to go get some food. Want anything?" I asked him trying to be the least suspicious I could. He seemed to notice I was up to something. But he brushed it off I guess.

"From where lil shawty?" 

"Buffalo Wild Wings?" I asked pulling a food place out of nowhere. Trippie nodded which I took as yes, so I left.

Driving to the police department was my least favorite part of life. It was small, and I didn't feel safe there. But it was for my husband Gazzy.

"How may I help you today, mam?" The lady at the front desk asked me. She seemed to be forcing a smile on herself.  

"I'm here for Gazzy Garcia? Is he on bail yet?"

"NO mam, he's only able to visit so far." The lady opened up a door where an officer escorted me to a visitation room, highly monitored.

I sat down on one side of the table waiting until they brought in Gazzy. He was already in a jumpsuit and cuffs. They took his wedding ring!

"Baby, I'm here" I said as he sat down looking angry at me

"Sza I said to stay at Trippies, and stay relaxed!" 

"Gazzy, i-i Just wanna see you though!!" 

"Fine, what do you need?" Gazzy asked me quietly so the cops couldn't hear us

"I think I'm ..." I said pausing after that. Gazzy looked at me expecting me to finish what I was saying.

"I think I'm dying from all this pain" I faked a chuckle pointing to my bullet wound. 

"Really babe. Had me worried for nothing?!" Gazzy said shaking his head dissapointed.

"Sorry I won-..." I didn't get to finish before our visit time was up. The officer escorted me out to the lobby where I checked out and left for the car. I wasn't going to get the food just yet. Had to make it believable that I took so long.

I didn't know what to do. I just couldn't think straight. Fuck, I had to tell somebody. I stepped on the gas and drove to nahmirs house, walking in without warning like he used to.  He was sitting on the couch getting baked.

"Hey nahm" I said shyly sitting next to him. He hugged me looking worried for me.

"Why are you looking like a ghost just destroyed your house in front of your eyes or something?" Nahm asked me staring in my eyes for bff soul connection. He seemed to understand me more. I never knew why.

"Wel, it's bad. And I don't want you guys to think I'm a hoe or something. Because I didn't want to do it Nahm I swear!!" I said starting to cry. Nahm looked like he was about to haul off and kill somebody for me.

"Tell me sza, god!"

"I'm pregnant. And I think it's Diegos..." I paused and was about ready to run off. But Nahm decided to give me the death stare. I couldn't move I was so scared.

"Gazzy made me...for Xanarchy. I really wanted to join. Diego knew I would've done anything to be in it!!"

"Sza, What have you gotten yourself into. Better find out how to solve this"

"I think I'm going to talk to Diego, see what I should do?" I said to Nahm. All Nahm did was nod and walk me to my car where I drove off towards Diegos house. Good thing Vanessa was gone. She would've murdered me in their house, right there.

I knocked on the door of Diegos house. He answered and let me in where I sat on the couch.

"Diego, I'm just gonna say it and get it over with...I'm pregnant and I think it's yours"

Diego put his hand on his face and shook his head in denial.

"No, this can't be real?" He said sitting next to me
"Sza, please this has to be a prank. Please tell me it's a prank?!"

I shook my head as well
"Diego, I'm... it's real. You're the last one"

Diego looked at me suddenly. He looked terrified.

"I have to tell Vanessa. Please help me Sza!" He said pulling his phone from his pocket. Then he dialed Vanessas number.

*Phone call*

Vanessa: What Diego?

Diego: baby, Szas pregnant

Vanessa: good for Her and Gazzy. NOW GET THE FUCK OUT OF MY LIFE DIEGO!

Diego: You don't understand V. I think it's mine.

(Vanessa has ended the call)

"Sza she's gonna hate me. It was a mistake. I wasn't thinking about it when Gazzy offered" I hugged him

"Diego it's ok. If she doesn't understand then fuck her. Find somebody else that's better"

Diego nodded in agreement that that was what he was going to do. I left his house short while after that and got the wings. Using the excuse that BWW was busy.

Me and him ate our food. Then I broke the news I was pregnant, but not who's child it was.

My phone buzzed so I checked who it was from. A message from unknown?

Unknown: we know your secrets. And if you don't come clean soon we'll tell everyone.

I shrugged it off as a prank or maybe a TMZ threat. Not like I could keep this a secret for long anyways.

Then they sent me a picture of Jordan shopping in what seemed like a store we used to go to when we lived in Arizona. That's where he was.