Secrets•lil Pump

53

*szas POV*
The minute I saw his face i started bawling my eyes out. Nahmir was here. I got out of the car in 0.1 seconds and ran to him. He held his arms out and I ran into them. I smiled and cried without caring. I thought he hated me after what happened. I thought we'd never talk again. Me and nahm have been best friends since we were 4 and I'm so glad we're still best friends.

"I thought you never wanted to see my face again nahm" I said in pauses from all of my crying. Nahmir rocked me side to side in his arms
"Naaaaah you know I could never leave you. You're my best friend"

I smiled and kissed nahm on the cheek before Jah pulled us both into his house and locked the door. "Okay you two love make up session over. Time for the real deal"

Everyone nodded in unison before we all took a seat. I'm surprised fortnite wasn't turned on. But ope.

"Okay guys. We all here to help sza get out of this gazzy mess. It's bullshit and we all know he just uses her. Any ideas?" Jahseh lead the conversation like he usually would and nahm was the first to raise his hand.

"How bout we kill him. I wanted that motherfucker dead since the minute he texted shawty to siz"

Jah shook his head laughing. "No nahmir we can't kill the guy. Just get him off szas ass"

"Well Jordan thought that maybe we could give him a taste of his one medicine. Why don't we beat him until their ain't anything left in him and then force him to marry off szas back with one of us. It'll get to the public so it'll be official. And Jordan made a good point that they got married in Jamaica and dumbass gazzy ripped the paper so they don't technically have proof of marriage. And she can't get back with Jordan because it's too risky. So it'll be her choice. And you neither nahmir that's just weird" skies lead us all to believe this was the best plan because hello motherfucker I get to remarry someone I actually wanna marry for real. But maybe just maybe I'd have a couple weeks to get my mind right. I mean I can hold gazzy off that long.

"You guys...I love this plan and all but I'mma need time to pick someone because that's just a big thing. I can hold off Gazzy long enough to get shit straight okay? Any objections?" I said just throwing it out there. I mean what could it hurt.

Dumb ass ski started talking. Haven't seen this motherfucker since 2 years. He's been one busy boi. I miss him. We were Valentine's in 5th grade. Nahmir was so fucking mad at that shit but oh well we were meant to be best friends nothing more you know.

"Pick me sizzzzzle you know we still got that fire ass spark yuh dig yup" I laughed and patted him on the top of his head.

"Such a silly boi you Goofy Goober looking headass ski" I said to him laughing. I don't think he liked that joke very much but ope. Don't really care.

"Okay y'all but for real. I'mma put you guys in a group text. In exactly 16 days were gonna go through with this shit. Sza that's enough time right?" I nodded my head "okay. For the next couple weeks I'mma text you all updates on the plan. If there are any compromises on the way you need to let me know asap. And siz don't lead that dumb motherfucker get the phone I gave you. Only use it when he's not looking okay?"

I nodded again and then hugged all of the boys. Damn that was a whole dozen of hugs. Nahmir hugged me the longest. And I mean...I didn't really need the couple weeks to decide I already knew who I was choosing but I mean. I've spent this long with Gazzy...I don't know....just some part of me deep deep deep inside doesn't want it to end. Some part deep deep inside me wants things to go back to when we first met. He called me babygirl, we would go around the world together, gazzy would fight for me. But then again when I think about it he uses me. He doesn't love me at all. And there is one person I've known since I was 4. I met that silly nigga when he had no damn hair for the dreads he has on top of his head now.

And it's funny because we met when he was fighting over animal crackers. I met most of the boys in preschool and I guess we have all just been tight since then. But from everything I remember this silly dude never gave up on me. Even when we didn't see each other for a good 3 years he still texted, tagged me, facetimed me, put me as dedicated for on his albums, and I watched him grow up in front of my eyes. But I still wonder why Jordan doesn't want me to go back with him. Does he hate me now. No. No way. It's just to take no risks....maybe.

I just..I don't know how I'm gonna tell the boys my decision yet. What if it ruins all of our friendship. I mean we've all pretty much known each other since we couldn't read. And ever since then I've never once shown that I liked this silly nibba. Like I mean it's just been deep inside of me. And even when Jordan asked me out when we were 16 he was right there. And I hurt him. I know it. But I couldn't tell anyone because of all the things he had against him at the time. And all of our music careers were just starting. And I don't know. But now I have the freedom to choose anyone. And I choose him. Him forever and always. I just gotta get myself prepared for it. How am I gonna tell nahm....
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I know what you're thinking. And I also know what your thinking I'm thinking your thinking. But trust me when I say this. It's not what you think it is.lmaooo another cliffhanger. It's raining like a bitch outside lmao ope. But when I get back from the psychic and my tarot reading is done I'mma do 54 so go buy some popcorn it's bouta get juicy in here.