Secrets•lil Pump

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*Szas POV*
"Babe let's watch a movie and cuddle I'm tired" I asked Gazzy as his cute little smile went across his face. I guess I never noticed that little shit he did. He got under the blankets with me and I dug my head into his chest. He gripped me tight with his right arm.

I loved the scent of him. I'm going to miss it. We chose to finish 13 reasons why, and that ending has me fucked up in 4 different ways. Gazzy kissed my forehead as I closed my eyes. I couldn't watch that shit.

"Baby,what would you do if I do ever left?" I asked Gazzy as the credits rolled in. He knew something was up but I'm guessing he tried ignoring it.

"Well I'd find you because without you I'm crazy. I'm not me. You're my everything"

I nodded and made a fake yawn so that we could go to sleep. I just wanted to be next to him. I just wanted to close to him for the next couple of weeks. I just wanted Gazzy.

2:45 a.m

My phone woke me up because of all the damn vibration it was making. I guess it was still in my back pocket. I was still wrapped tight in Gazzys arms. I moved myself from his trip and got out of bed to go downstairs to the main living room.

I checked my phone and it was just these dumb ass boys arguing in the group text.

-Plan and shit-

Jah: nigga it's szas decision

Nahm: well I just fucking think she would choose the person she knows best if she's gotta marry them.

Jah: you her best friend nigga that's weird. What if she wants some dick

Me: yall niggas must forget I'm in this group chat too

Jah: see nigga now quit being fucking creepy.

Ski: can you dumb asses quit blowing up my phone I'm tryna get sum pussy

Scar: I'm with ski. Y'all fucking annoying

Me: exactly.

Nahm: I'm just saying.

Me: w.e. who wants to chill since I'm stuck awake now. Gazzy sleep.

Jah: come play fortnite like we always do

Me: omw

After I turned my phone off I slipped on my Gucci slides and a hoodie and I was out. "Sorry Gazzy" I said as I started the car and left the house.

At jahs house

I pulled up to the driveway and jahseh came outside to help me out of the car. I smiled as he took my hand an assisted me inside. I sat on the couch and turned on my PS4. Because you already know how it goes down in this bitch.

He threw himself next to me and I laughed. "Ouuu boi I'm finna beat your ass"

I joined jahs squad and we played a good 7 games before I realised it was 6 am.

"Oh shit I gotta go." I said as I threw my phone back onto the kitchen table. As I got up from the couch jahseh grabbed my wrist and pulled me back down. Before my slow ass seen what was going on he pulled me in for a hug. "Stay safe siz"

I nodded my head and hugged him bcak with a tight grip. After that I sped back to the house before gazzy caught me. I must be the luckiest motherfucker cuz he was just coming down the stairs as I pretended to get a bowl of cereal.

"Morning baby" I said landing a kiss on his soft lips. He smiles unusually. He's always mad on the morning. The fuck.

"Can you make me a bowl too babygirl?" I nodded and started to put milk into our bowls of cereal. I placed the bowl in front of Gazzy and sat across from him.

"Sza. Is something going on that I don't know about?"

I shook my head. Oh fuck. What if he knows.

"No baby. Wy would you think that?"

"I don't know...you just seem different is all"

Well fuck.