Secrets•lil Pump

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2 weeks later
*Szas POV*

I was in Gazzys car, on the edge of the hospital parking lot. Gazzy had just signed the discharge papers. I didn't know how to tell him...

"Hey babe, Should we go to dinner?" Gazzy asked me cutting off my train of thought. I nodded and hummed. He took that as a yes and started the car. As we were driving I dosed off.

*Gazzys POV*

Sza dosed off, her head was against the car window. I don't know what she was thinking, if I stopped too hard she'd hit her head. Luckily the whole way there was a smooth drive and she didn't get hurt.

*Szas POV*

Gazzy woke me up by lightly shaking me. I refused at first until I remembered where we were. Gazzy came to my side of the car and picked me up. I wrapped my legs around his waist, and my arm around to the back of his neck. He carried me inside of the restaurant.

As we sat at a table on teenage girl snapped a picture of me and Gazzy eating. Our bodyguard talked to her about deleting the picture. And in the end she did it. I felt bad but if reporters ever saw her post then me and Gazzy would be screwed. I offered for her to take a personal picture. It was just if they saw the inside of the diner. We couldn't be traced. She took a picture with me and then with gazzy. I followed her on insta.

Me and Gazzy had already ordered. I was being quiet and my head had been laying on the table. Gazzy grabbed my chin and made it to where I was forced to look at him. I stared into his eyes.

"What's wrong with my baby girl?"

I pulled my head out if his grip and put it back down on the table, hiding my eyes in my arms. He yanked my arms from under me and made me look at him again, this time I wasn't able to get out of his grip.

"What's wrong. You can tell me?"

I sighed but I knew I was going to have to tell him before he'd let me be.

"We're a mess! This is..." I took a deep breath. Holding back my tears as well. "Gazzy I don't know what I'm going to do...I had accepted the fact that me and you were going to have a family...that finally we could be happy together. I made the decision to live my life with you...and I'm scared that now, we'll drift apart. I'm scared, you're gonna leave me because of this!" I swing my head down on to the table. I was just waiting for him to yell. Or get mad..

"I would never do that to you baby. It wasn't your fault, I promise. It's mine
I shouldn't have brought you with me and I was being stupid. I'm still mad at myself for Jamaica. I shouldn't have brought you outside! I'm so sorry!" He was caressing my hair. And nobody was near our table at the time. Which I'm guessing is why he was talking a little louder.

"See Gazzy, you're blaming yourself for my problems!" I said. I blamed myself for this because I was dumb. Karma is a bitch as my mom used to say. Now she ignores me.

"Baby girl...no matter what happens. I mean whatever happens, I will never leave you"