Today was the day that I went to Ladasha's house. I was nervous, but excited. It was morning time. I went in the bathroom and took a shower. After I put on my clothes and stuff, I went downstairs for some breakfast. Then, I went back upstairs and brushed my teeth. Ladasha came over about five minutes after I brushed my teeth. She said she wanted to hang out before I spent the night. So, we went walking around the neighborhood. We ran into Alexis a block away from my house. I didn't really like her. She just gave me a bad feeling. She and Ladasha talked for a little bit, while I fiddled with the grass using my foot. Alexis told me bye and I just gave her a firm wave. Then, Ladasha and I walked on.
Next, we met a girl named Brittany. She was short, with short hair. She had pretty brown eyes and she was getting ready for her dance. Brittany's mom was on the porch. She looked like my cousin Ci-Ci, just bigger.She said she knew my mom and I believed her because my mom knew just about everybody. I saw my friend Jamilia walk past with this girl. She smiled and waved. I returned the favor. Then, I continued to talk to Brittany. She told us how she first felt about Ladasha. She told us that she didn't like Ladasha, but now they are kind of close.
After we got done talking to Brittany, we went to Ladasha's house. Her mom wasn't there at the moment. Ladasha's living room had a loveseat and a couch. I sat on the love seat, right next to the arm. Ladasha sat next to me, in the middle of the loveseat. She searched for her phone and turned on some music. It was a song I'd never heard before. The song was by Yo Gotti. Lyrics:
I just wanna f*ck your best friend for one night only only
and when I f*ck your best friend, you bet not f*ck my homie homie
As she sang the songs by Yo Gotti, she was rocking back and forth, bouncing forward everytime she went backwards. This pattern made me tired and no matter how hard I tried to stay awake, the secretive sleep came up and took me into its care. When I woke up, Tommy was on the couch next to Daddyman, whispering in his ear.
Ladasha came up from the kitchen and told us that Jaborie and Jeremy were in the back. Daddyman and Tommy stood up and went the same way Ladasha came from. I sat there on the couch, suddenly wondering what Tommy and Daddyman were whispering about. A few minutes later, Ladasha told me to come to the back with them. So, I stood up, stretched, and made my way to the backyard. I guess I was asleep for longer than I thought because it was dark outside. Tommy called me over to him. He grabbed my waist and kissed me on lips. I instantly felt high even though I never smoked before. When he let go, the feeling lingered, then I came back to reality. Jaborie started talking, but I wasn't really listening. Tommy grabbed my hand and we went to the upper part of Ladasha's back porch. We sat on the top step and kissed. I automatically close my eyes when he kisses me. I wanted to see if he did the same. So, I opened my eyes and looked at him. His eyes were closed. We then let go.
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