It was my dream..
I loved K-pop, and rapping..
I used to be a part-time actor, and loved it.. but I knew what I wanted.. I wanted to be a rapper.. solo or in a group.
But.... there was one thing getting in the way of my dream.. the fact that was 'too masculine'. I will admit, I dance like the boys in boy-bands, but the fact that my dancing is 'too masculine' to be in a K-pop girl group is a bit ridiculous.. I mean.. that's just one part that's keeping me from my dream....It was my third audition.. The first two were about one or two months ago. I auditioned for both, TWICE and Black Pink..
Got rejected both times.. and both times two hurtful words were said, "Too masculine."I walk into the audition room for Red Velvet. The judges smiled. "Hello... Jessie..? That is..?" I nodded. "Yes, I am Jessie." One of the judges asked, "How old are you again?"
"Twenty." I replied. They nodded. "Whenever you're ready.."Then I started to rap my heart out....
About three minutes later, I ended my rap.... the judges were murmuring, making me anxious. It was like watching a bomb.... anything could happen.
One of the judges finally said something.. "I'm very sorry, Jessie.. but, I personally think rapping is too masculine for this group.." Another nodded in agreement. "Yes.. we prefer vocalists in Black Pink.."
I was hurt.
Rapping was something I did because I loved it. I rapped because it made me and others happy.. but now I know that my rapping was looked down upon..
"I understand... thank you." I bowed my head, and walked out the audition room.
Waiting outside was my brother, K-pop idol, Park Jimin. "How was it?" He asked, face full of hope. I sighed. "They rejected me again, oppa.." Jimin hugged my tightly. "Oh Jess, I'm so sorry...." He said. "But.... I have an idea." He said, letting me out of his arms. "What is it?" I asked him, almost completely out of hope. "Why don't you audition for Bangtan? You'd love it! Plus... the rap line wants a new member!" Jimin said, smiling. "You think so, Chim?" I asked. My brother nodded. "Of course sis! I'll talk to the management, okay Jess?"
I hugged my big brother. "Thank you!"
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