I couldn't take it anymore..
The hurtful comments, mocking, and death threats, even.
I sat one the floor of my shared living room, crying. I couldn't take the hurtful comments on social media.
You're too fat.
Your rap made your own fans leave the fandom 😂
Why are you an idol? You don't look like one to me, ugly.
Kill yourself
I just couldn't take it. It felt as if I were slowly being ripped apart, crying a tear every time someone ripped a piece of me out.
And you know what? I thought about every one of those comments, even if I knew it wasn't gonna make things better. And you know? I did wanna take my own life.. I didn't want to live a life I knew I wouldn't like..
I went to the bathroom..
I stared at the once happy, outgoing, person I was. Now that I was showered with hate, I felt even worse. And since I had recently come out, the hate got worse..
I opened the bathroom cabinet.. a razor blade I had saved was revealed.. I took the razor blade and ran it across the skin on my wrist. It hurt.. but at the same time, it was satisfying.... I did it some more.. but the fourth slice across my wrist, caused my tears to jerk. This time, it hurt.. I thought about what I'm doing to myself, the blood on my wrist diluting from my tears.
Suddenly, the front door opened.. it was my best friend, roommate, and fellow idol, V.
"Y/N? You there?" He called.
I sobbed. If he saw me do this, one of two things would happen. 1.) He would be worried. 2.) He would yell at me, tell me how much was a fool I was.
"Y/N? That you?" His footsteps approached the bathroom...
V's POV.
I opened the bathroom door, and saw something that broke my heart. My best friend sitting on the floor, wrist covered with cuts, sobbing her eyes out.
"Y/N, what are you doing?!" I yelled. I wasn't supposed to yelled.. I was just so taken by surprise.
"I couldn't take it anymore." She said.
I knew exactly what she was talking about..
My best friend recently came out, released a mixtape, and came out with a couple of concepts. Every one of her fans loved the concepts, and supported Y/N..
But, there were people who hated on my best friend, sending her death threats, and hurtful comments.. Y/N told me she didn't care.. turns out, Y/N was telling me a lie.
"Come here.." I sat on the floor, hugging Y/N, as she sobbed in my shoulder.
"I feel like I'm being ripped apart, Kim Taehyung.." She said. "I'm hurt.. I've never gotten so much hate in my life.."
"Don't listen to them. They are trying to take you down in any way they can," I said, letting go. "If you keep listening, you will eventually believe every blatant lie they tell you.... don't let them get to you like that, Y/N.. I know you're stronger than that."
Your POV.
I wiped a few tears from my face, and breathed in. "You're right... you always are. I.. I just couldn't handle the comments.. I mean, you know the the insecurities I've had before.."
"Right.. but you're strong, Y/N. I know you can pick yourself back up, and get over every lie they tell you. You're not fat, first of all, and your rap is better than anyone I've known." He paused. "Even better than Yoongi-Hyung's."
I smiled. "Thank you.. you're such a great friend.."
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