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trigger warning: homophobic remarks

matty had laid in his bed and didn't get up ever since his call with brendon.

"just let it slide matty,he'll hang out with us soon." josh said reassuringly.

"no! you don't understand josh! brendon actually likes rya-" matty covered his mouth and gasped when he realized what he said. josh stood where he was in absolute shock. he knew it. brendon never had a girlfriend,brendon gave ryan those love eyes,he would spend too much time with ryan. it all made sense now.

"n-no josh! i'm just mad i promise it's not tru-"

"shut your mouth." josh said with his teeth not moving. he grabbed his mouth from his pocket and immediately dialed brendon's number,holding his phone very hard.

meanwhile josh was having his anger fest,brendon and ryan were having a love fest. they were watching "love,simon" on an illegal application brendon had bought. they were roughly twenty minutes into the movie until brendon's phone started ringing. he saw it was josh and smiled since they hadn't talked in a while.

"i'll be back babe,it's josh." ryan nodded and smiled,letting him go. brendon walked to the hallway far away from the living room. he didn't know why he did that,he would go really far when someone called him. it was just a habit.

"hey j-"

"shut the fuck up. let me talk you fucking faggot. i cant believe that THAT is the reason you stopped talking to your real friends. it's because you turned into a faggot. you left us for that fucking piece of shit! i cant believe it,you're such a fucking bitch. you can't even fake date a guy without sucking him off on the first date. fucking faggot. hopefully it all comes tumbling down and you turn straight again when i tell your little boyfriend what's really going on."
josh then hung up,leaving brendon emotionless. he knew he shouldn't have trusted matty. he shouldn't have done the dare. but at the same time,he was glad he accepted it. but now,there was no point. ryan was sure to leave him.

he didn't even realize how long he was thinking until small steps stumbled over towards him. he was looking down at the ground,but then he heard small sniffles. brendon looked up and his heart broke when he saw the scenery in front of him.

"i knew i shouldn't have trusted you." ryan said with gritted teeth.

"no. no no no! oh god ryan please! don't leave me! it's not tru-"

"so why did every single one of your fucking friends say so!? you think i didn't make sure? i wanted to see if you truly did have real fucking feelings! but no. you turned out a piece of shit,just like everyone else has! goodbye urie."

brendon didn't know what to do,but he knew he had to do something,but nothing would seem to change ryans mind. ryan was angry,like anyone would be. he was cursing. ryan never cursed.

brendon ran towards ryan and held him by the shoulders.  "please ryan! believe me! i know i shouldn't have don-"

"don't fucking touch me!" ryan yelled at the top of his lungs,pushing brendon off him. he ran towards the door and unlocked it,leaving all his things except his phone and backpack behind.

"leave me alone! don't ever talk to me. i hate you!" ryan yelled again,shutting the door loudly.

it was over. game over. he fucking lost. not only did he loose his reputation which at this point was irrelevant to him,but he lost the love of his life. his soul mate. and the worse part? he did really fall. he loved ryan. and the other worse part? he couldn't get him back.

hey guys! it's sammy,i hope you are all doing great i love you all!! thank you for reading :) i'll definitely be updating tonight,this was just a quick filler??? but yeah! two chapters tonight since i won't publish tomorrow :)

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