The Life Of Jayden. (COMPLETED)

Whats wrong with Lil Jay ?!?!

2 weeks later
(Jayden) I was still upset when I saw Jules and Star together , But Jules said she hasn't been talking to star at all ! I believer her ... kind of , but she smiles at her phone a lot ! She says she's just talking to family ! I don't think she would cheat on me , I hope she wouldn't cheat on me , I love My girlfriend with everything in me .
I'm headed off to job # 2 , I get dressed I wear an black champion jacket with the logo "champion" in white , All blue Ralph Lauren shirt with the black logo , All black champion sweats and on my feet I wear Gucci custom black and blue with white trim boots ! Today Lil Jay is staying home with Jailene and her mom , " bye bye mama" lil jay says
" see you later" I kiss Jailene and Lil jay on the forehead than I head out to the BMW , I turn up the radio that has Fame Famous's CD playing 🎶social media pictures of guns , but that doesnt mean it was him .
I know you tired of hearing me , but i dont give a damn , we blacks dying over
nothing and some of you black cops get to cuffing , cuffing these white folks for
nothing ,🎶 Damn she spitting str8 facts son !
As I head into work people are all over handing me files , books , papers , pens , notepads , printed out sheets to sign ! " I just got here man " I say to my boss " you want your job ? Get this shit done than " my boss Turyn says , He starts staring at me , so I walk away and first I start off signing the sheets that need to be signed , Than I take the books and put them back where they go , I put the files in my binder to do at home later and I put the notepads away with the pens .
(8 hours later )
Fuck , work was to much ! I told the boss I quit , I got my last paycheck $6,000 I do work for the big people , can't really tell y'all who cuz that would ruin it , feel me ?
(25min later) I get to the house and Juliana and Jailene are asleep , Jay is sitting on the couch watching tv , This dumbass really fell asleep leaving my kid up ? I pick up A note pad and pen and write
" Lil Jay was up so I decided to let y'all sleep , We going to go shopping , see you when I get back
Jayden ... "

I pick Lil Jay up , put his all black Champ shoes on and head out to the car , while driving I was thinking the worst , what if he got up and turned on the gas stove , what if he tried to go upstairs and fell down them , what if he opened the balcony door and climbed up the fencing ? I was thinking so much It made me want to smack the shit out of Juliana, " mama eat eat " Lil jay said " didn't Julie feed you baby" I asked , keeping my eyes on the rode at all times " no Mama " Lil jay said "mama you mad me ?" lil jay asked " noo I would never be mad at you" I looked at him in the mirror and he had tears in his eyes; Fuck this bitch do to my son yo ? He never cries what the fuck
" mama hol me " he cried " hold on baby we're almost there "
" now mama " he cried The anger inside of me grew on the outside , I was heated , My son never cries what was going on with him 😭🤦🏾‍♂️ ??