(Juliana) 
    I ain't know what to say , I was lost . I had to say something " I love you " I said to Jay while crying . I meant it to I really did love her " I love you " jay said back , she said it sooo meanly , She said it like she wanted me to , like she missed me but didn't know if I missed her . I felt the hurt in her voice . " I need you " I looked her dead in the eyes when I said that , she looked me back in my green bluish eyes and than she hugged me tightly , I hugged back even tighter . I needed her ... I asked her if we can go to the room , once in the room we lied on the bed . 
" jay it's Star" I say about to cry again. 
" what you mean ?" Jay asks concerned " She beats me , literally " I say    I could see the anger build up in Jay's face . " Every bruise is from her?" She asks already knowing the answer but making sure "yes" I say while tears come down my face " lemme see your phone " she says   I hand her my phone and lay my head back on her shoulder watching what she's doing 
Jay pretends to be me 
Jay: Hey Bae Ima be home soon 
Star: You out fuckin ? 
Jay: of course not bae , I just needed air 
Star: You wanna leave me bitch 
Jay: No babe ! I needed air , I don't like being in the house a lot Idk that's just me 
Star: hurry back , Before your lil Jay ends up missing 
Jay: Lil Jay ? 
Star: not the baby Jay your ex Jay . 
Jay: oooh well I'll be back baby 😘😘
Damn she got me down to the way I text and everything ! Jay really knows me well haha . " you did good" I say kissing her lips " I know you ain't just wipe Star on me " she laughs 
" noo I took a shower " I said " good " she says . " Where the kids" I ask 
" daycare" she says " we should get going " Jay gets up and puts her Xijex all white sneakers on ! Matching me with the kicks , she gets up and goes to her safe - puts in some digits and pulls out 2 automatics ! " you not gonna ?" I ask pointing to the gun 
" if she tries some funny shit yeah Iam " Jay says " but you know 6 different fighting styles " I say 
" do you love star ? Never mind I know you do " she says while putting the guns back .. " Jay it's not that I love her but I love you more and I don't want you to end up " she cuts me off " you love me more but left me for Star ? Okkk but we not gonna talk about that let's go " she says to me 
We walk out " how'd you get here ?" She asks " bus " I say " ight " she says 
She opens the garage door , and when it opens I see a 2018 All black BMW with Gold rims and black wheels , We get inside the car , Gold shiny ass seats , Custom made seats ! The names are printed on the headrest ! " you must've regretted my name up here " I say to her " naw you my woman no matter what" she says .. 
that hit me hard ' I smiled outside but cried inside , She still loves me after all the fuck shit . Wow I got myself a good one 😉 
                                      
                                          
                                   
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The Life Of Jayden. (COMPLETED)
RomanceJayden is a single African American lesbian stud mother , Raising her 1 yearold son Jayden Jr. While trying to juggle 2 jobs and find love in this cold hearted world . Take a ride through heaven and hell and back again with Jayden . 04.30.18-05.15...
 
                                               
                                                  