The Fallen(Nalu)

7- Repressed Memories

Repressed memories

"Memories that have been unconsciously blocked due to the memory being associated with a high level of stress or trauma"

A memory so painful, your brain forced it out because of the damage it was implementing onto your body.
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Two and a half years ago, I left Fairy Tail. I left Magnolia and everybody there with one single train ticket.

For two and a half years I wandered and went from place to place, swallowing the memories of Fairy Tail deep down inside me.

Two and a half years ago, something terrible happened. Something so terrible that I couldn't bare to look anybody I knew in the eyes.

I couldn't tell you what that was, because after so long, all I know is that I can't go back.

I don't know what exactly happened, just that it was too painful to handle. Now, all that I have is a will deep down that tells me what happened.

Every once in a while, when loneliness settles in, Fairy Tail fights to surface in my mind.

Anytime I think of Fairy Tail, terrible feelings wash over me. I'm not sure where they came from.

I have a strong desire to stay away, though, and an even stronger desire to keep the memories that had apparently tormented me...buried deep deep down, where I'll never see them again.

But there's one problem with that....

My finger rubs my forehead to try to ease a forming headache.

I glance in front of me where an idiot swallows down all of his food whole very...very loudly.

Natsu.

With him here, that place has been trying to surface in my mind, and along with it the memories I'm trying so hard to keep from remembering.

"Run, Lucy. Please just run away."

Whatever it is...

I'd rather it stay forgotten.

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